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Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 9:35 AM

The last few days totally screwed me up.
Having to sit in lectures from 10am to 5pm was absolutely tormenting.
And thats 3 consecutive days mind you.
And did i mentioned that i lost my way to that bloody school
which was located at some ulu place, called namly avenue.
Wait wait wait...Did i say namly avenue?! WHERE THE HELL WAS THAT?!
And so i started the painstakingly journey all by myself...=(
I missed the particular bus stop by more than 10 stops! (i didn't know why too)
and i didn't know until i realized that i was at MACRITCHIE.
Brillant was i? Thank you very much.
I was too captivated by those posh landed property along the roads.
So pretty with all those furnishings,garden, flowers ...
Arh...digressed.
Anyway, i alighted at macritchie,took the bus in the opposite direction.
And guess wad! I didn't know that i had alighted 2 stops earlier.
quah...quah...quah...
Ring up my friends and they didn't know where was i too.
So i tried walking up,then sensing something amiss, i walk back down.
To my dismay,the walk down leads to the expressway. So..i walked back up again.
There was a time where i stood in the middle of that darn lane and asked
myself, " Ok. Now wad?! "
In the end, i found a security officier at a nearby school and he said that i had alighted 2 stops earlier.
The feeling was like u won a 4D ticket, u know.
So i walked up..under the merciless sun with a black shirt.
Holy shit.
I was 1 and a half hour late and almost died of exhaustion,dehydration and malfunction of the brain (?!) .
**
oya! you are listening to Colbie Caillant's Realize.
I uploaded this version specially for my blog coz the others uploaded were not very true to album.
Or is wad i feel.
Nice huh...
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by..
Didn't I tell you...
uh uh... Time to sleep. Didn't sleep well the last few days.
Nites.


Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 9:36 AM

Everything happened too fast which left me helpless.
I had collasped and fell greatly and am in the midst of picking myself up.
Many times, i wondered whether was i dreaming?
That i had been sleeping and it was just another nightmare?
..
It seems like i had been unconscious far too long.
Am still searching the antidote to wake myself up.
As i know dragging the poison along with me won't do any good.
Tried to self-medicate by injecting work of many forms
into my life. Mentally and physically tired.
LOVE IS POISON.
IN SOME CASES, FATAL.
P/S : Dun tell mi to wash my stomach ok. Perhaps a charming prince might help....? hah..JUST JOKIN.
And that leads back to the subject of the post.
You think you Snow White huh?
P/S/S: Eyes are closing..really very tired..


Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 5:12 AM

It was a lovely sunday.
Where family members gather together for the annual family event.
Pay respects to our grandparents @ the Mandai crematory.
Have something like pot luck where each one bring food to
"present" to our grandparents.
A feast i would say.

We brought easy-carry temporary tables and chairs.
After the praying session, burned the joss sticks and papers, we started the feast.
Food includes rice, noodles, beehoon, curry chicken, roast duck, assorted
fried chix, durians, mashed yam and black porridge as desserts~.
Not forgetting cakes, pastries, kuehs, fruits like grapes, peaches, pears..etc.
Yummy yummy yummy... and ya...my relatives are great cooks.
I was curious why my grandma have a 2nd name on the tablet.
After asking my fourth aunt, it was then i know that great grandma
had changed my grandma's name.
Prodded more stuff about my grandma from aunt.
My grandma died around one year after i was born, and i did not have any
recollection of her holding mi in her arms. ( as i was less than 1 yr old)
Found out from my fourth aunt that she had high blood pressure causing
diabetes, weak kidneys and heart attacks.
Died at the age of 54 in 1987. Quite young huh...
A heart attack cost her life as help was too far. Ambulance was called
but was too late as they live in the mountains.

Aunt told me that high blood pressure runs in the whole family.

Looks like mi and my bro could not escape from that as its hereditary.

So..anyway..

The pics...
Delicious. Slurp!
And thats my mischievous but fun loving cousin in turquoise.
Lil annoying as he keeps messing up my hair. UGH!!
Oh ya.. played "Hei Bai Pei" with him and he keep turning to the same direction only, even after
i mentioned to him that he only turns in one direction!
Darn hiliarous la!!

This is the dessert and beverage corner.

The "Main course" section.
Can't see the food as we are flocking to the table.

hehe...

Love everyone of them.

^^

PS: Perhaps i am bringing a cake next year. Hehe.i will buy it..Coz i can't bake well..=p



Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 5:12 AM


Charming? Very much indeed.
Move aside edison!
Introducing ...Jang Hyuk from Korea!!
Really liked his acting works (in films, dramas..etc)
and charismatic features.
Wonder wads his personality in real.
Really curious...

PM mi - if u think u look like him, if not dun bother.
Whuhaha..juzzzzz jokin.. =)



Monday, March 10, 2008 @ 1:41 AM


Stripped of the somewhat cheerily self. Stripped of the wings that could soar.
Leaving behind was a cold, unfeeling human being.
Thats what maybe i am trying or had attained.
So what if i feel my world is falling or i am going to die
tomorrow.
I dun give a damn.



Sunday, March 09, 2008 @ 10:47 PM

The aftermath of the whole episode is taking its toll on mi.
No mood, no motivation in anything. When i see my frens
mugging hard, how i wished i would be motivated to be like
them too. It is like seeing myself being different from this
fast moving and stressful environment, with mi crawling
at a slow snail pace. Its like being sucked in a vortex of darkness
with cold walls. How i wish someone willl hold mi with
warm hands and perhaps take me to the end of the world,
residing in a pleasant place. And maybe i will miss the hectic
life i used to have here cause its been a part of mi ever since
i was born.

I know clearly nothing like tat will happen. Everything thats
beautiful is just a naive dream.

Do you know how important it is to touch the hearts of your friends
out there? People will feel lost and aimless at times, the desperation
and anxiety is really scary and in some cases are fatal.

I am diverting my attention to mundane stuff like cleaning my desk,
mopping the floor, scrubbing the toilet, spending a considerable lot of money
buying clothes online and going for night walks. By doing these made mi
feel better, as i am able to see my efforts are being returned.

I have nothing more to say. Till then.


Sunday, March 02, 2008 @ 8:34 AM

The conversation was heart wrenching.
Taking its full impact,I tried to
stand strong however it was far too great.
My soul collapsed and was crying hysterically
because of the pain.

With a tearing face,I attempted to call for help
and punch in the numbers on the phone. I cancelled
it halfway through as i know i should not depend
on help too much. Wad if one day help is not there?
Only I can pull myself through.

I slumped in the corner of my room, buried my face
in my hands and cried quietly.


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