I packed some stuff that i wanted giraffe to pass to him.
Get the tee out of my wardrobe which was meant as a gift for him.
And the disc folder which contains a lot of movies that he previously
arranged for mi to kill my boredom many many months ago.
I Never expected that i would return these one dae...
Thinking..if one day i would meet him again, wad would i say to him?
While pondering over the question, i was applying some hair wax to my hair.
Then *PLOP*... sigh..i am really clumsy until i find it really unbelievable.
The bottle of hair wax clanked onto the floor. I watched in horror as
the bottle's contents spew over the tiles. Wads More..i am running late!
Gracious me! God is really making fun of me.
It was late noon already when i met giraffe. Stop by at Watson to get
his necessities for his trip to Thailand. Aww..1 month away. I guess i will
miss that irritating giraffe. Hahas..Although i din eat anything the whole day,
i still don't feel the least hungry. But i know my body is giving way and
showing the red signal ," Hey! You should eat now."
Therefore, stopped at some hongkong cafe and while eating i prodded juicy bits from
him about his date the day before. Hiak hiak...which is sadly, you don't need to know.
la la la~~
One word. SCANDALOUS!!!
hahaha...
After that, pok n blue came and drove us around. Landed in park lane and
had a game or 2. Totally trashed. T.T By then, my stomach was growling...
and we headed for some tao hue~~
The ride home was simply cool. With soothing music playing at the background
and the car is going so fast that i could only see the continuous line of trees and roads.
It seems like they won't end. A scene alike of a tape,fast forwarding forever.
It was then i thought to myself,would i be pleased or disappointed to see the future me if i were to fast forward my time now. Will i be more happier ?
I really want to know.
Without knowingly..., i fell alseep...
P/s: i think my body looks like of distorted when i was alseep coz my neck hurts. Lol..
When i was walking back home, this girl was crying her heart out.
All i could hear was her slipper flapping on the pavement,
the whistling of the wind,the rustle of the dried leaves,
the birds twitting and her sniffing tearing sounds.
Numerous flashbacks of her lost love overwhelmed her and it was too much for her to take it.
She closed her eyes and tried to push everything behind her mindand perhaps that would stop her from crying.
However, tears still flowed uncontrollaby.
How she wished it had rained, so that she won't realised how hard she cried.
The street lights flickered and extinguished indicating its the start of another day and the world still goes on.Yet around her seems dark and unfamilar, she had fallen into a hole tat was dug by herself.
Instead of shouting for help, she crawl up herself with her bare hands.
Initial efforts gave her a hope of seeing light as she progress much steadily ahead, until she lost her footing and slipped back into the darkness.She is bruised and wounded. She raised her hands hoping that miracle would happen and someone would come along and save her.
However, all she could grasp was only chilling air and the trickling of blood from her bleeding palms.She sit there crying as she had to do it all over again. She thought it would be easy and had never expected this.There is not enough time to let her heal the wounds as she needs to keep on going.
With her bleeding hands, she is starting out again. This time, she won't know when she will fall again.
But she is prepared for it.
Its like a fairy tale uncompleted.
Cinderella losts her glass shoe forever.
Sleeping beauty never wakes up.
Where is Prince Charming?
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I was dumbfounded when many asked mi.
I broke into a weak smile and said a silent prayer
hoping that they would forget what they had asked
earlier. Many times i tried to digress but were futile.
And i hope that time would stop to let mi take a breather.
Lets hope my Miss destiny did prepare something for mi.
That someone great and charming would give a CPR to revive
a heart that was once dead. And perhaps give mi a seed of faith.
Happy New Year to all!!!