It is the exam period. And there are so many
emotions playing within me. As i am stressing myself
out,I getting impatient, irritated easily when ppl dun
seem to care or reply mi or anything. I Wan everything
to be mine.( i tink i am crazy.) I feel like crying and screaming.
I am sensitive to remarks, even the slightest joke
and i would somewhat make a hell out of a storm
and be unhappy about it. I din breathe to anyone if i am
unhappy and try to force some jokes out of it to make
myself smile.
Desperate ... exasperating ... pathetic...
I wana know why...and what has happen to
me. I was never like this and i dun wana to be like
that. Wad has gone wrong...
I Hope i would be better after exams...
Or i would just stab myself and end my own life.