~`';.,~ Sprinkling pixie dust '~;*';~`.'

2009-10-01T07:53:00.000-07:00

Dropped by Tc's house yesterday after school and a day's work to take a look at Mika the Miniature Schnauzer, did i mention that she is really cute? When tc blow at its face, she will become extremely excited and run around in circles. How cute is that?!!

After that, Tc thought of staying over @ my house (he sleeps in my bro's room) as my hse is very near his workplace. So i thought of heading to the 24hr shop n save and grab some hotdogs, bread and packet milo for breakfast the next morning. While queneing, tc told me he needs the toilet for big businesses. -________-!!! And so, he headed back home (for more ambience) to complete his businesses.

There was some miscommunication for the meetup place later on, and i was unable to contact him as my hp was in his bag! Duh! And so we waited for each other @ the wrong place. And he was worried that something bad might happened to me- he went to and fro from his flat to the supermarket, searching for me along the way for about half an hour?

I waited for him @ his flat downstairs, quite some distance away from the lift and my back was facing him , didnt see him when he went up and down. It was quiet @ 11pm, some leaves rustling in the wind and occasionally some footsteps of people walking.
Many thoughts run through my mind...wad if something tap on my shoulder! AHH!!!
Wad if someone kidnapped me! Wad if someone molest me! Wad if someone chlorofoam me! (watched too much drama)
And so...i was thinking of several ways and warming up slightly (in case of cramps - cannot run) so that i am able to free myself if anything like these happens. haha!!

There were a few passerbys... and i am wary of any sudden moves and am prepared to exercise my muscles (if there is any) anytime. 10 minutes or so passed, i stood up and folded my arms, fuming.
" Why that ass taking so long! ugh! "
Just then i saw a familiar figure holding a tennis racket and walking out of the lift hurriedly, looking at my direction and stop abruptly.

Its T.c!

He walk towards me and the first sentence he said was.
" where were you?! I called you numerous times and its only just, that i found that your phone is with me! Didnt we say meet at the supermarket!! Why u anyhow run! " Blah blah blah..

We argued for a few minutes...not wanting to admit that i hear/say wrongly. hahaha..

In the end, the night ended where he hugged and planted a kiss on my forehead.
" Its good that u are fine...mei shi jiu hao..."

Romantic not! Jealous?! Find a bf/gf for yourself la!
Wish you all sweet sweet love like us!
Lol....
lame...

Anyway just now went a dinner outing with him after work and before he went for a tennis game. Had some quality time together, eat, drink, shop a bit, play.
Yes! We played old school arcade. Fighter aeroplane and bubble puzzle! Without doubt, i sucked in those. haha..But we had a great time and i thought it was really sweet!!
Iya tell you all so much, u all also wont understand.

K la..Good night.

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Weather very hot man! Bth.

2009-09-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

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2009-09-10T09:11:00.000-07:00

Looking at him browsing pictures,cards of me and my ex bf is the last thing i would ever wish to happen in my entire life. I wished i had dropped dead at the moment. My heart and mind froze. Not because of those photos. But the pain and upset in his eyes. It had been the longest 15 mins or so in my life, as i stood there watching him browsing at the material.
So many thoughts running in my mind...

"God damn, We are happy together and why these materials surface at this time?!"
"Omg. Why its still in that bloody hell drawer of mine? Room so bloody messy, why am i so lazy to pack my stuff ,these are ought to be in the bin!"

"God. u got to be kidding me."
"This is just a nightmare. Someone wake me up pls."

God damn shit. I feel like grabbing and toss them off the window for good. But no, if i do that, it means i am afraid of him finding it out.

I am in a shitty situation, where i cant do anything but only watching him intently.

And so..i am cursing silently to myself and with my eyes fixed on him, and urging him to put down everything. After a long time (to me it seems very long), he looked up at me,smile weakly and tried to act nothing has happened.

I can feel the pain and sorrow in his eyes.

He took out a piece of yellow neon colour paper from the envelope and starting folding. He is distracting himself , so he doesnt need to face me. All the while, i was telling him...

"Lets go for a walk downstairs?"

" hmm..shall we buy a drink downstairs together?"

"Lets go buy some stuff and take a night walk!"

He only nodded and said "mm.." each time.

He folded a yellow neon paper crane,put on my hand and said,

" Its late. I am going home! Shall we? "
And so... we headed downstairs.

I tried to make a conversation with him, but he remain rather silent.

I took the pack of materials,tipped the envelope and poured its contents into the rubbish bin.
He only said to me.." u dont have to do that" and walk ahead.

He keep saying he wanted to go home and look at the skies.

Until then......, i saw tears rolling down his cheeks.
My heart shattered.

I had hurt him so much...

The night ended ... ... ... ...

where i hugged him closely to my heart and told him,

"I love you and only you..."

I had placed the yellow neon paper crane beside the bottle of stars

he made for me on my valentine's day.
The crane will make me rem that i hurt him once,deeply.

** ** ** ** **

For the last few months, I had been really confident and proud that i had put my past relationship down. The materials were left uncleared as i didnt really touched my drawers, cupboards and i didnt even bother about the prescence or absence of these materials(that explains my mess in the room). I am happy that i had chucked those photos and cards into the bin that were about my past, as that does not contribute to anything anymore.

*********************************

With my darling tc now,i am really contented and happy with my life. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. And with that,we have so many future plans ahead, planning our careers together, support each other, accomodating each other, learn from each other's flaws and lastly building and saving for our love nest.

Why?

Coz i love him wholeheartedly... Cross my heart.

2009-08-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

I had been missing quite sometime... and that explains the load of pictures i have to upload!haha!So i came up with different parts. Pictures were kinda mix up. But i am doing my very best to group there. Haha!

Darling keep ask me to update my blog with our photos. dun know why. Haha! Guess he wanted to keep filing up the memories and photos - which is good!

You'll see....
5 years later~~~ while looking at these photos and memories which were filed up..

I would start ranting..

ME: Hey!! that time u bring me to this place lor! How come u nv bring me there now!

ME: See!! u that time so romantic, give me flowers and teddy bear!! I wan diamond now!!

ME: eh...eee y u that time so handsome...!! But look like old man now.

ME: Hey!! We look like Cinderella and prince that time! Now we more like beauty and the beast!

so on and forth....haha!

Alright..so i present to u..the pictures! In no particular order....

PART 1

Genting trip.. Not very sane when taking these pictures.
Didnt know his beast-like features are forming..until...
TA-DA!!!! See below!

See what i mean? I so cute..yet his's machiam some.

i dun even know wad kind of beast. *shrugs*

Haha..Okie.. Thats More sweet.
He regain his smiling self.

Attk of the beast-like expression again.

This beast got problems with the nose.

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Back to normal again. Its like that - the vicious cycle continues.
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....
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Peok: I'm tired...after all these transformations~~

Me: I'm energetic as ever!! Woo!!

My hair looks flat - just after rebonding. Went for a buffet dinner @ carlton hotel.

We were having some intense "discussions" when this super green grasshopper came out of nowhere and scare us. Afterthat, we shake hands and made up!

HAHAHHAA

half year anniversary cake! he even have our initials printed on it!

How nice!

I wan a 2-tier cake on our 1st anniversary k.

(pig, now u saw it. rem that)

Alright..end of part 1. More pics will be uploaded in part 2.

So hang around soon!!

A lovely day out...(For my boy)

2009-08-20T10:08:00.000-07:00

with my boy! My one and only darling!

We woke up quite early ..around 8? then sleep back and waking up a few moments later..and then..its 10 already. I had been looking forward to this outing. (hee) Was wondering wad he had planned for this day...

It was a simple yet sweet outing. Though we spent quite a few days each week together,but i guess we were too busy playing games and doing other stuff at times that we really missed out talking to each other.

We stopped at douby and decided to walk down Orchard to get his favourite chicken skin and pork. Its super unhealthy can! (I think i said it everytime he eats it.) But i thought its a gentle reminder that its really not healthy and therefore should not eat so much though its really quite nice. Initially i like only chicken balls and perhaps chicken, but under his influence, i like the pork! so nice!

During the walk down Orchard, we talk non-stop about the things happening around us. After that we intended to go Hort Park, but in the end we stopped at vivo and chill out at the sky park there. Ambience is nice with the cooling breeze.

We soaked our feet in the waters,chat, laze around and do some exploring. He keeps throwing my slipper into the pond. -__-

Shortly after that.., we went for dinner @ at a steamboat restaurant! Food was relatively affordable and nice. But guess we still prefer our usual steamboat place - shabu shabu @ katong. Hehe.

And here are the pictures..taken!

Darling with the money punching gloves. So cute.

Some scenery....

We were leaning against the railing and we saw this tram coming towards us from Sentosa.
We thought of a outing together at Sentosa soon. yay! ^.^

So cute

Dun ask me why i stick out my tongue for. LOL.

Kinda hard to O.O my eyes under the sun.

But we still look sweet together right! hehe. ^.^

Wind very big.....

Had a very heart-warming outing with my boy today! Thanks for everything and hope to have more in future where we had quality times to ourselves.

We had plenty differences and at times may lead to some intense arguements or quarrels, but i had faith that we will learn to accept each other's flaws.

And with the love that would keep us going and hold on to each other forever...

I'm loving u always...

2009-05-04T08:50:00.001-07:00

I want to graduate as soon as possible!

To acheive that... i have to study hard!

Jia You ba!

2009-04-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

I only left 2 weeks to my exam! omg! haha!
Moving on very slowly..=p
Anyway, just last sun, my darling brought me to the Bird Park!
It was fun with his company of course. hehe. ^.^!
And not forgetting the bird shows which were extrememly amazing.
The way the vultures open their giant wings and soar above us like WOW...

I will upload some of the photos..soon. hehe
=)

2009-04-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

Sigh...

I dun think i would be able to finish the load of heavy text

that i have to go through before my exams..

Just reading one chpt took me quite some time to absorb.

Dam.

Getting upset and annoyed with stupid issues doesnt help

moreover look at the current situation i am in!

I am fighting a battle with 5 papers and yet i am jolly well

having a great time with tv, games and whats not.

hell. I m going insane.

I think ultimately only results and career could

give you the security you want.For thats you worked hard for.

2009-04-15T00:42:00.000-07:00

When pursuit ends and wads expected would be a fairy tale ending.
Spending all the time they might have with each other.
At last, i am his/her other half! No more guessing games.
The dream with ur love one coming true.

But it does not end here for thats only the tip of an iceberg.
As time goes by, expectations for each other increases.
There would be a time where both can have all the time
with each other like no tomorrow.
How sweet.
Once you passed the stage, suddenly there is this strong stress
on individual space and time with own friends.
I would go anywhere or do anything i wan. Just trust me.
Or ... Hey look where u are heading! I feel you are controlling my life here.

Suddenly..the way of handling things is being questioned.
Its so easy to get involved in the relationship.
But maintaining it .. its just so super hard.

2009-04-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

I am left with less than a month to exams.

And i had been playing like no tml!

AND those few study sessions were not at all productive,

as i keep watching the tv and com.

I am in deep trouble.

I got to wake up before its too late...

New updated post.

2009-04-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

These photos are dated a week back.

Joween's birthday celebration.

A treat @ Park Mall - Sakae Sushi

Very full and tired.

Some time for photo taking

Xiu Ming, Gwen and Mk!

VOIDING THE LAST ENTRY

2008-06-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

ALL BUDGETS HAVE TO BE REVISED!

My credit card bills still in priority since it stands an
alarming credit of 300+ now. (lol~~ anyhow sign)
Next in the line is a CAMERA!!! - 500 I need one asap man.
Oh ya..and those freaking handphone bills.- 100 Hai..
Forget abt foundation n blushers. Seldom use them anyway.
And my baby-G......Arhhhh...............nvm.
No More shoes n bags or wadever la. Lol! Hmm..ok maybe a bag not
than 40. =)

Ok..so that adds up to be 940. Assuming my pay is 1.2k.
Left 260 for tw fund.
Hmmm...Shit.
How?!?!?!
BE COW LOR...EAT GRASS.
Moooooo..........................................................

ImWorking!

2008-06-21T11:07:00.000-07:00

I had worked like one week or so already. Really like the place with such fun loving people! Really lucky to get landed on this job. Lady luck is on my side! The people are so easy to communicate with!

N I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY PAY CAN!!!!
I had already put a list on the stuff to buy or bills to pay!

1) Pay my scv and handphone bills - $100
2) Foundation n blusher - $100
3) Some clothes and bag n perhaps a shoe - $200
4) A camera - $500
5) CLEAR MY CREDIT CARD BILLS. - $300 (omg) 1st PRIORITY!
6) I wan another baby-G watch!!! - $120
7) Miscellaneous ( "exortion from frens for meals" Hah! jokin! - i m generous one u see ) - $100
____________________________________________

N that is 1300........
The rest of the month is eat grass liao eh..

Fulfilling life?

2008-06-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

Fulfilling life?
Maybe yes. Maybe not.
hah...tired. sleepy

Brand New Start...

2008-06-10T10:58:00.000-07:00

Ah ha! brand new life starts with a brand new blogskin!! Refreshing huh...with the light jazzy love song by Olivia Ong. Oh well....Gean n Matt , having seen my new blogskin i can sense an intense jealously burning in your chests. I know,my blogskin owns both of you, WITHOUT DOUBT. For Gean, dun tell mi that u're just gona keep ur blog simple blah blah blah. 2 words for you. PLAIN LAZY. *Roll eyes* For Matt, for god's sake. How old are you liao ,still put those big big "ang kong kia" on the blog. *Fold arms*

Who are those 2 idiotic shits who kept complaining that my blog looks like shit and messy~~ Halo~ THATS PERSONAL STYLE,YOU KNOW!!! PERSONAL STYLE!! U 2 just never get it. And that one who has the plainest blog in the whole world actually has the cheek to tell me that she studied web design before. PUIIIIIIII!!!!!!

Having changed my blogskin,you 2 should be terribly ashamed of yourselves for insulting and hurling abuses about my blog previously!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

My turn for mi to insult those blogs u all having..~~
So yea yea..no more messy blogs, finally.

******************************************************************************
Exams are finally over and i can really feel the burden off my shoulders. Went through much emotional trauma and struggling with the exams made mi a much stronger person.
Thank you, people who were by my side, i will stay hanging
strong and not fail anyone of you. I hope to start on the work soon as marketing assistant, and guess i would be real busy!!
So..those who wana date mi can wait after godzilla years. Haha..just jokin~
Ring mi up and i will meet u whenever n wherever i can.
For movies,chills wadever.

So... Brand new start yea... Brand new.. =)

Arh...

2008-05-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

ARH!~!~!~! my blog template is in a mess...

Isit very obvious...lol.

Alright..pls bear a little while till the end of the month.

Will get it fixed after my exams!!!

I feel extremely light-hearted when i see things

i really fancy!

Maroon or black nicer....lol!!

I CAN'T TO EARN MORE MONEY AND GET THEM!!!!!!

I NID A JOB!!

kk.... study now.=)

The wedding day

2008-05-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

...

Today belongs to Rachel and Dominic!

The event was kicked off with a church wedding at St Joseph Church!

Her bridal dress was so pretty!!! Big "crown" dress *swoons*

When will be my turn...hahaha...=p jokin!

It was such a nice gathering, seeing some of poly frens there!

Gossips here and there was inevitable.

Hehe...

As pics are worth a thousand words, therefore i shan't elaborate further.

mi with pretty vinna!

Mi with handsome kiap!

Mi with macho bear rs! lol..
WIth the bride!!

THE DRESS VERY CHIO CAN!

2 Ravishing Beauties!! woo!!

The Brides car! Hehe..

Tml there is another major event which i will be attending

Mother day dinner at EXPO!

A big relative gathering with 8 tables!

Coz i happen to have 2 grandmas on this side.....

I LOVE GRANDMA!! can't wait to see her tml!!! Love Love! There were many times i wana hug her, but lol..shy..=p

Hmmm ...

My Silent Friend.

2008-05-09T10:21:00.000-07:00

How i wish that you could extend out ur arms like a shelter
and shield me from hailstorms and bone chilling days. I had
thought before maybe u do exist as my guardian or a god or
a messenger to them.
Ridiculous it may be, but thank you for being with me.
You had been totally silent for the past times, so silent that
sometimes i forgot your existence. However, i know
you will still listen to whatever i have to say faithfully.

Thank you, my silent friend.

2008-05-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

Its suppose to be
...................................................... day.
And the keyboard is wet.
I having marketing exam tml.
Wish mi luck yea? =)

2008-05-06T23:05:00.000-07:00

How how how how how.
to churn up 4 essays in 3 hours =(

You shld be studying

2008-05-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

I should be studying...

but i dun noe why.....the addictive bug is acting up again.

http://www.forever21.com/category.asp?catalog%5Fname=FOREVER21&category%5Fname=casual+tops&Page=all

Soooo many apparels to choose from can..

And guys who wanted a look tooo..

TA - DAH!!!!!!!

the Mens' section

http://www.forever21.com/heritage1981/mens/default.asp

yea yea..If u think that f21 is a girly store...well u're wrong man!

Its just that Sg didn't import the men apparels...

Helped a few of my guy friends bought from here before and they feel

its nice!!!!

SO....Wad are you waiting for?!?!

And not forgetting all time favourites

AMERICAN EAGLE OUTFITTERS!!!

http://www.ae.com/web/international/index_singapore.jsp?_requestid=2989070

Updated: There are many hot eye candies too. lol! Where do u find such guys in Sg?!?!

Sorry guys... but they are way too cute and HAWTTTTttttttt......*nose bleed*

Lovely morning

2008-05-05T21:19:00.001-07:00

Wad a lovely morning!
Overcast skies with no scorching sun...
Therefore, seeing the nice great weather i put on my shoes,
get my mails and headed out for my breakfast!
Sk's Mac outlet is always bustling with activity with
students or families. I thought i was unable to find a place!
Got a seat at last and settle down. Man..the quene was quite long
can..but the staff were considerably quite efficient.

After that, bought my blackforest cake from emi. Nice Nice nice!
Matt called on my way home and he told mi maybe we could plan
a holiday during the December holidays! Excited!
He is interested in Japan ( coz apparently he wanted he go there and
flaunt his fluency in Japanese hahaha...) Of coz its a very nice country
however the stuff there very expensive can!!! rawr..
Then came some suggestions like..Taiwan and Hongkong....
ARRRrrrrrrrhhh... i can't wait!
Actually i feel like visiting places like Venice,Bacelona(Spell wrong i think)
or Greece.But thats too out of the way, maybe in the future perhaps.
Arh..yea..not forgetting london! i have many relatives over that side...
Maybe i try apply as air stewardess ( k la..dun laugh can, i know its hard)
in the future to fulfill my dream.

Arh..Got to get myself back to the notes!!!
Good day ahead ya!

You've got mail.

2008-05-05T08:32:00.001-07:00

I attempted to change to theme song for the blog.
But alas! dun noe wad the hell i press and in the end
turn out to be like this.
<====== yea..as u can see the archives were on the
left side. I don't know if i am retarded or what.
Anyway,afraid i might screw up the whole thing again, therefore
i shall leave things like this! Not that bad for a change
like this! =)

I am so into online shopping. And i had been buying
and importing from U.S though they were quite expensive.
Fashion labels like...
Charlotte russe, wetseal, Forever21, threadless, pureluxe,
supre,hot topic, urban outfitters, american eagle, ASOS and
many more...
Oh man...How can one be bored in front of the computer?
I can spend hours browsing at one webby. Haha..i know
many had told mi that i couldn't try the apparels and why would
i spend money on them when theres a high possibility that
it may not fit well. Its the thrill you know.

THE THRILL AND EXCITEMENT...

when you recieve something through mail. The wrapped item
waiting for you to reveal like a present. Its like buying a present
for yourself! hehe..Sounds pathetic..but its really intriguing and
addictive. And of course up to 40% chances are that the apparel
might not fit well or the colour being not true to picture
( mainly happens stuff from taiwan or hongkong). But i am a RISK
TAKER. muhaha..there comes the thrill right?!

I am getting moody these days and i know clearly well by only
buying stuff for myself then could supress those negative feelings. Hah..
Be it exam stress or just some other issues is draining mi out.
Do u understand? The kind of feeling when u are utterly Sian, restless,
,moody and the anxiety building inside out is beyond words can describe.
Some of my friends told me i sometimes can really conceal my feelings well.
I would only voice out when i'm at breakdown point.
Esle i always try to retain my stand for this issue as i fear that negative emotions
may affect others and dampen the atmosphere.
And these days, i am refraining myself from pouring out stuff to people.

oh come on..who would wan to be such a wet blanket when the crowd
you are going out with were crazily high~
And who knows there might be a possibility of getting 'healed' if u play along?
Can't expect people to gao emo with you at the same time right.

Anyway came across this set of lyrics which were penned very nicely.
Or is wad i think.
You know, i get a tad too emo these days. hah..

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Yea! Its the blog song if u realised. From Leona Lewis. =)
Very nice song!!!!!!!!!

Alright..i got to drag myself back to the notes.
3 totally theories and essay writing on
Marketing , Sociology and HRM.
Not forgetting 2 bloody finance subjects as well.
Sucks. I didn't even want to mention the module names.
As....just by recalling will ignite the hatred within.....

lol..

I am planning to wake up early tml morning to have
Mac breakfast and a latte myself! ^^.
Erm...thats if i managed to wake up.

Have a nice day ahead, peeps out there.

2008-05-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

I wan to do well in my exams.
No time for other issues.
I had and want to do so much stuff after exams too.
Sooo much,that the list never ends...

2008-05-01T22:31:00.000-07:00

A lovely date with lovely people.
^^

2nd post of the day!

2008-04-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

Was browsing some online bookstore..and i saw this!!!

I can't wait to get hold of this book......!

Hmn..and they had a new print for this!

And there were many excellent reviews for her works.

Currently reading her Silent Boy! But had stopped since exams are approaching....

Of coz i prefer her writing to Jodi Picoult. =p.

As Jodi's works were a tad too messy at times as she change "scenes" too rapidly.

If you don't get it, read one Jodi Picoult book and you will know.

Both authors wrote books mainly related with child abuse.

Be it physically, verbally or even sexually and of course they were true life accounts.

I know i am kind of sadistic but by reading these let mi know how fortunate i am and

cherish my life more.

2008-04-30T00:37:00.000-07:00

Been trying to mug hard the last few days!
I really hate coporate finance and accounting.
I loathe and am sick of the feeling having to force
myself to study them.Studying modules i have no interest
in is tormenting mi like totally.
Can you understand that...=(

** ** ** ** ** ** ** **
Having missed seven 27 buses is no laughing joke.
I thought my blood pressure shot up to its max, and i can feel
the kettle within mi whistling hot.

3 buses packed with people and was unable to board it. Disgusted
with ugly singaporeans who tried to board the bus through the alighting door.
Tired of waiting, i called matt and lamented on the issue. lol..!
Sorry my lovely dude, let u hear mi wailing non stop.
And while walking and talking to this lovely fren of mine on the phone,
four 27 buses flew~ past mi..

" ok matt...one comes along..but its full. crap! "
" ok matt.. tats the 5th one. not much ppl..."
" Hahaha..u very sway leh..! Tink u will be late for gavin"
*Too engross in counting and was oblivious of the conversation going on.*
" ok..6th matt..almost empty. Going crazy soon"
" 7th....................................."

*A minute of grave silence*
I reached the bus stop and waited for another 15 mins.
Whole episode lasted 1 hour b4 i board a still packed bus.
Was slight late..but gavin n gerald made the day. ^^

2008-04-29T10:41:00.000-07:00

Environment, places didn't change.
Time, feelings and people changed.
They no longer and will never stay the same.

The once occupied seat beside her while she is studying.
The warm and comforting smile that always helps her pull through.
The listening ear to any problems.
The love,concern and encouraging words.
Overnight, they turned into histories and only left were memories.
Memories like prinkling needles piercing right to the heart.
Warm tears turned cold and flowed to the bleeding heart.
Turning it colder like never before.

can u feel the pain.

2008-04-21T23:05:00.000-07:00

Can anyone tell mi its just another nightmare of mine.
Why can't i just fuking wake up.
For a long time, my world spuns around you and i didn't know.
Habitual living kills mi. Really. Like totally.

I gave you my heart

I gave you my soul

I gave everything that I had

But you left me in the cold

The empty words bring spine-chilling cold and tears.

Drenched

2008-04-08T04:44:00.000-07:00

Just this noon, i got caught in a really heavy rain.
I attempted to go under those blocks and shield myself
from the rain but it was way too big!
In the end..i got lost in those maze of blocks as all looks really
similar and packed. Thats the characteristic of Sengkang flats.. Lol
AND I GOT LOST!!!!!
I waited like 10mins and it didn't stop raining..
So i had no choice but to get myself to the main road so that
i can find my way home. So in the end..i got myself soaked through and
my hair totally wet. I even have to wipe off rain from my face!
Hell lucky i was not wearing white..if not...

Anyway it would be good if i had a bottle of Clariol Herbal Essences or
Pantene shampoo with mi.

=)

2008-04-05T07:07:00.000-07:00

Thank you for sacrificing urself to me.
You are so important to mi now!

Thanks for being there during my lowest moments.

You made mi taste happiness and brighten up my spirits!

I can feel you injecting mi with courage and love!

You dun know how appreciative i am now..

I am so addicted to you!

Tat i am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!

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.....

...

Never mind the calories or sugar intake.

...

You, My love, Blackforest cake.

Hehe ^^

ok..n geannie too. before she screams at mi.

P/S : i had a hard time eating tat freakin cherry la. Taste like medicine! >.<

2008-04-01T22:10:00.000-07:00

Tell me that i am not just a pawn in everybody's chess.

2008-04-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian sIan Sian Sian
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian SIan sian
Sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
Sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
Sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian SIan sian
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian sIan Sian Sian
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian SIan sian
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian sIan Sian Sian
Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian Sian SIan sian
Sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
Sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian

I am going crazy soon.

Why is everyone like that...Even the place i called home.
Things were getting wrong here and there.
For whoever up there monitering the life of peasants,
thanks for screwing up my life.

2008-03-27T09:35:00.000-07:00

The last few days totally screwed me up.

Having to sit in lectures from 10am to 5pm was absolutely tormenting.

And thats 3 consecutive days mind you.

And did i mentioned that i lost my way to that bloody school

which was located at some ulu place, called namly avenue.

Wait wait wait...Did i say namly avenue?! WHERE THE HELL WAS THAT?!

And so i started the painstakingly journey all by myself...=(

I missed the particular bus stop by more than 10 stops! (i didn't know why too)

and i didn't know until i realized that i was at MACRITCHIE.

Brillant was i? Thank you very much.

I was too captivated by those posh landed property along the roads.

So pretty with all those furnishings,garden, flowers ...

Arh...digressed.

Anyway, i alighted at macritchie,took the bus in the opposite direction.

And guess wad! I didn't know that i had alighted 2 stops earlier.

quah...quah...quah...

Ring up my friends and they didn't know where was i too.

So i tried walking up,then sensing something amiss, i walk back down.

To my dismay,the walk down leads to the expressway. So..i walked back up again.

There was a time where i stood in the middle of that darn lane and asked

myself, " Ok. Now wad?! "

In the end, i found a security officier at a nearby school and he said that i had alighted 2 stops earlier.

The feeling was like u won a 4D ticket, u know.

So i walked up..under the merciless sun with a black shirt.

Holy shit.

I was 1 and a half hour late and almost died of exhaustion,dehydration and malfunction of the brain (?!) .

oya! you are listening to Colbie Caillant's Realize.

I uploaded this version specially for my blog coz the others uploaded were not very true to album.

Or is wad i feel.

Nice huh...

Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by..

Didn't I tell you...

uh uh... Time to sleep. Didn't sleep well the last few days.

Nites.

You tink u Snow White huh?!

2008-03-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

Everything happened too fast which left me helpless.

I had collasped and fell greatly and am in the midst of picking myself up.

Many times, i wondered whether was i dreaming?

That i had been sleeping and it was just another nightmare?

It seems like i had been unconscious far too long.

Am still searching the antidote to wake myself up.

As i know dragging the poison along with me won't do any good.

Tried to self-medicate by injecting work of many forms

into my life. Mentally and physically tired.

LOVE IS POISON.

IN SOME CASES, FATAL.

P/S : Dun tell mi to wash my stomach ok. Perhaps a charming prince might help....? hah..JUST JOKIN.

And that leads back to the subject of the post.

You think you Snow White huh?

P/S/S: Eyes are closing..really very tired..

Family Day...

2008-03-23T05:12:00.000-07:00

It was a lovely sunday.

Where family members gather together for the annual family event.

Pay respects to our grandparents @ the Mandai crematory.

Have something like pot luck where each one bring food to

"present" to our grandparents.

A feast i would say.

We brought easy-carry temporary tables and chairs.

After the praying session, burned the joss sticks and papers, we started the feast.

Food includes rice, noodles, beehoon, curry chicken, roast duck, assorted

fried chix, durians, mashed yam and black porridge as desserts~.

Not forgetting cakes, pastries, kuehs, fruits like grapes, peaches, pears..etc.

Yummy yummy yummy... and ya...my relatives are great cooks.

I was curious why my grandma have a 2nd name on the tablet.

After asking my fourth aunt, it was then i know that great grandma

had changed my grandma's name.

Prodded more stuff about my grandma from aunt.

My grandma died around one year after i was born, and i did not have any

recollection of her holding mi in her arms. ( as i was less than 1 yr old)

Found out from my fourth aunt that she had high blood pressure causing

diabetes, weak kidneys and heart attacks.

Died at the age of 54 in 1987. Quite young huh...

A heart attack cost her life as help was too far. Ambulance was called

but was too late as they live in the mountains.

Aunt told me that high blood pressure runs in the whole family.

Looks like mi and my bro could not escape from that as its hereditary.

So..anyway..

The pics...

Delicious. Slurp!

And thats my mischievous but fun loving cousin in turquoise.

Lil annoying as he keeps messing up my hair. UGH!!

Oh ya.. played "Hei Bai Pei" with him and he keep turning to the same direction only, even after

i mentioned to him that he only turns in one direction!

Darn hiliarous la!!

This is the dessert and beverage corner.

The "Main course" section.
Can't see the food as we are flocking to the table.

hehe...

Love everyone of them.

PS: Perhaps i am bringing a cake next year. Hehe.i will buy it..Coz i can't bake well..=p

My Beau...

2008-03-21T05:12:00.000-07:00

Charming? Very much indeed.

Move aside edison!

Introducing ...Jang Hyuk from Korea!!

Really liked his acting works (in films, dramas..etc)

and charismatic features.

Wonder wads his personality in real.

Really curious...

PM mi - if u think u look like him, if not dun bother.

Whuhaha..juzzzzz jokin.. =)

Stripped

2008-03-10T01:41:00.000-07:00

Stripped of the somewhat cheerily self. Stripped of the wings that could soar.

Leaving behind was a cold, unfeeling human being.

Thats what maybe i am trying or had attained.

So what if i feel my world is falling or i am going to die

tomorrow.

I dun give a damn.

The aftermath

2008-03-09T22:47:00.000-07:00

The aftermath of the whole episode is taking its toll on mi.
No mood, no motivation in anything. When i see my frens
mugging hard, how i wished i would be motivated to be like
them too. It is like seeing myself being different from this
fast moving and stressful environment, with mi crawling
at a slow snail pace. Its like being sucked in a vortex of darkness
with cold walls. How i wish someone willl hold mi with
warm hands and perhaps take me to the end of the world,
residing in a pleasant place. And maybe i will miss the hectic
life i used to have here cause its been a part of mi ever since
i was born.

I know clearly nothing like tat will happen. Everything thats
beautiful is just a naive dream.

Do you know how important it is to touch the hearts of your friends
out there? People will feel lost and aimless at times, the desperation
and anxiety is really scary and in some cases are fatal.

I am diverting my attention to mundane stuff like cleaning my desk,
mopping the floor, scrubbing the toilet, spending a considerable lot of money
buying clothes online and going for night walks. By doing these made mi
feel better, as i am able to see my efforts are being returned.

I have nothing more to say. Till then.

Yet another blow

2008-03-02T08:34:00.000-08:00

The conversation was heart wrenching.
Taking its full impact,I tried to
stand strong however it was far too great.
My soul collapsed and was crying hysterically
because of the pain.

With a tearing face,I attempted to call for help
and punch in the numbers on the phone. I cancelled
it halfway through as i know i should not depend
on help too much. Wad if one day help is not there?
Only I can pull myself through.

I slumped in the corner of my room, buried my face
in my hands and cried quietly.

2008-02-26T21:49:00.000-08:00

A picture...

speaks a thousand words.

Random Crap.

2008-02-24T08:14:00.000-08:00

I don't have the habit of blogging almost everyday.
But i am really really emotionally unstable these few days.
And i don't have someone whom i can really whole-heartedly
talk all these crap to. Coz i think it will take forever. hahas..
Moreover,I think some of them have enough of my nonsense already.
Dwelling and blabbling over the same topic again and again until i
myself is getting irritated too. I know a lot are concerned about
my previous posts.. pardon me for not able to fully explain the
situation. I really really do appreciate everyone's concern, each
and everyone of you.

Emotions casts aside. Hmn..i am really racking my brain for some
light hearted issues to mention. But all seems to be not very pleasing
issues. lol...*Pulls hair* Prelims approaching yet i am still slacking
like no tomorrow. And i had HRM n Marketing paper clashed on the
same day with only 1 hour apart, which means i need to churn up 7 essays
in those gruelling long hours.Writing continously for 2+ hours already makes my
hand goes numb last year. I don't know how i survive this time. Haha..
Perhaps...i just skipped it.whuhaha..=X.
Ok you din see the previous sentence.

Anyway visited popular bookstore yesterday,as my reading "worm" is acting up.
I browse through numerous tittles and a few caught my eye. I had the urge to sweep all of them!!!! Shits! However, my deepest impression was a biography of a guy who was sexually abused from young by his father and was also builled by his peers. I stood there reading for close to 10mins and was so glued to it. The kind of turmoil the person is going through is really beyond words sometimes, yet he had the courage to describe it. IMPRESSIVE.If i bought it, i know i won't be able to study for my prelims anymore. lol...

MATT: You wan to buy not? Then u finish i can lend from you too..Hiak hiak.
ME : ER XIN!! dun tempt mi..u know i having prelims lor!
MATT: ok. u better not buy. Wait dun need study for ur prelim liao. Haha..Lets go.
ME : yea..i cannot control one..Shits!!!
* Looks at the book longingly and leaves the store relunctantly *

I GONA GET THAT BOOK ON 8 MARCH AND FINISH IT IN GOD-LIKE SPEED AS
MY FINAL EXAMS ARE APPROACHING~!
whuhaha..

A gentle note here. Those who are interested in that book too. Rental rates will be advised. =)
hahahahahaha.....

23/24th Feb

2008-02-23T10:06:00.000-08:00

I packed some stuff that i wanted giraffe to pass to him.
Get the tee out of my wardrobe which was meant as a gift for him.
And the disc folder which contains a lot of movies that he previously
arranged for mi to kill my boredom many many months ago.
I Never expected that i would return these one dae...

Thinking..if one day i would meet him again, wad would i say to him?
While pondering over the question, i was applying some hair wax to my hair.
Then *PLOP*... sigh..i am really clumsy until i find it really unbelievable.
The bottle of hair wax clanked onto the floor. I watched in horror as
the bottle's contents spew over the tiles. Wads More..i am running late!
Gracious me! God is really making fun of me.

It was late noon already when i met giraffe. Stop by at Watson to get
his necessities for his trip to Thailand. Aww..1 month away. I guess i will
miss that irritating giraffe. Hahas..Although i din eat anything the whole day,
i still don't feel the least hungry. But i know my body is giving way and
showing the red signal ," Hey! You should eat now."

Therefore, stopped at some hongkong cafe and while eating i prodded juicy bits from
him about his date the day before. Hiak hiak...which is sadly, you don't need to know.
la la la~~
One word. SCANDALOUS!!!
hahaha...

After that, pok n blue came and drove us around. Landed in park lane and
had a game or 2. Totally trashed. T.T By then, my stomach was growling...
and we headed for some tao hue~~

The ride home was simply cool. With soothing music playing at the background
and the car is going so fast that i could only see the continuous line of trees and roads.
It seems like they won't end. A scene alike of a tape,fast forwarding forever.
It was then i thought to myself,would i be pleased or disappointed to see the future me if i were to fast forward my time now. Will i be more happier ?
I really want to know.

Without knowingly..., i fell alseep...

P/s: i think my body looks like of distorted when i was alseep coz my neck hurts. Lol..

DISGUSTING

2008-02-20T08:41:00.000-08:00

Charm bracelets are so nice!!!!
I intend to say more about it...
But a flying bastard just whizzed past mi from
nowhere while i am in the living room.
And i shouted for my bro erm..in the middle of..like 1am?!
My bro n dad dashed out of their room to save mi from the perils.
(for gods sake, i folded myself in the other corner of the living room)

DAD : " iya..one cockroach only,scared until like that! mingyang!
Let it go.. "

ME : " Wa lao!!!! KILL IT LA...Wait fly to my room how! i cannot sleep..."

*My bro was searching for newspaper to whack it and ignoring our conversation.*

So...i see show from the other corner of the living room for that 5mins. My bro whacked the disgusting bastard and it flew near to my dad's feet.
And dad didn't even know it flew near him.

BRO To DAD : " Can u dun stand there and let mi whack it... everytime xtra one~"
*SLAMS THE NEWSPAPER HARD ONTO THE CREATURE*

*Dad n bro then use tissue paper and clear up the mess. Though i hate myself like this, but i was still feeling kinda paralyzed and didn't stir.*

BRO TO ME : " ok..time to Sleep. Eh... u don't sleep soon, wait the 2nd one come out i not going to save u again ok."

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So...
Good Night!!!

The Walk Home

2008-02-17T09:39:00.000-08:00

When i was walking back home, this girl was crying her heart out.

All i could hear was her slipper flapping on the pavement,

the whistling of the wind,the rustle of the dried leaves,

the birds twitting and her sniffing tearing sounds.

Numerous flashbacks of her lost love overwhelmed her and it was too much for her to take it.

She closed her eyes and tried to push everything behind her mindand perhaps that would stop her from crying.

However, tears still flowed uncontrollaby.

How she wished it had rained, so that she won't realised how hard she cried.

The street lights flickered and extinguished indicating its the start of another day and the world still goes on.Yet around her seems dark and unfamilar, she had fallen into a hole tat was dug by herself.

Instead of shouting for help, she crawl up herself with her bare hands.

Initial efforts gave her a hope of seeing light as she progress much steadily ahead, until she lost her footing and slipped back into the darkness.She is bruised and wounded. She raised her hands hoping that miracle would happen and someone would come along and save her.

However, all she could grasp was only chilling air and the trickling of blood from her bleeding palms.She sit there crying as she had to do it all over again. She thought it would be easy and had never expected this.There is not enough time to let her heal the wounds as she needs to keep on going.

With her bleeding hands, she is starting out again. This time, she won't know when she will fall again.

But she is prepared for it.

The Rise of the Sotongs.

2008-02-13T09:12:00.000-08:00

Somehow i was distracted everytime or i have
low affinity with numbers. As long as the issue
is in relation with numbers, i will overlooked it.

Who would actually board bus no 154 tinking its 74?
Brillant?! Perhaps my eyes crossed at that quick glance.
And i didn't notice until like 5 stops later. Awfully Brillant?!

Bus rides aside. I had been famous for misreading numbers
of all kinds. (Actually things as well)

For example...i still remember vividly...

It was an Amaths test on logarithm graph. As u all know, all
amaths log graphs will always give a perfect straight line and there
are no curly graphs ( from wad i rem) except in emaths.
But somehow..MIRACULOUSLY during the test, i drew out a curly one!
I was feeling really absurd with my answer and was scratching my head
wondering where did i went wrong! So i trace back every bits and 20mins later
i still didn't find any clue (Having checked the equation like numerous times)

So..there was i..sitting on my table at loss. When the teacher was about to
collect the papers, i look at the test paper again AND EXCLAIMED OUT
LOUD IN MY HEART.

#*%&*%&)@#$&*#&*)& !!!!

i thought i checked the equation like numerous times?
Why would i see 2 when its actually 5?!!?!?!?!?!
I feel i was totally remarkable with myself at the moment.
But it was too late. i handed up a curly graph and when i got back.
Bright red words were scrawled on my paper.
"STRAIGHT LINE GRAPHS FOR AMATHS! "
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I am being named blur and sotong for so many times that i
miscounted.
So..any idea where do BLUR sotongs come from?

Here is my story...

Sotong A is suddenly attacked by a wave from somewhere.
Thinking it was likely to be an enemy,Sotong A decided to build
up his defense by squirting the black ink around him to escape.

Sotong A: ugh..shit..i can't see where i am..everywhere is so black!!

Then comes sotong B who accidentally swims into the pitch black.

Sotong B: *chua sai* Is anyone around?
(feeling scared, squirts out the black ink as well)

Sotong A's tentacles accidentally swipe Sotong B's tentacles.They
grew into panic and so they are squirting their ink around the whole dae
and they never get out the maze they created until they died.

end of story.

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Once Upon a time...

2008-02-12T20:42:00.000-08:00

Its like a fairy tale uncompleted.

Cinderella losts her glass shoe forever.
Sleeping beauty never wakes up.
Where is Prince Charming?

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I was dumbfounded when many asked mi.

I broke into a weak smile and said a silent prayer

hoping that they would forget what they had asked

earlier. Many times i tried to digress but were futile.

And i hope that time would stop to let mi take a breather.

Lets hope my Miss destiny did prepare something for mi.

That someone great and charming would give a CPR to revive

a heart that was once dead. And perhaps give mi a seed of faith.

Festive Season!!!

2008-02-06T20:08:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all!!!

May u all collect a lot of hongbaos!! And dun forget to share with me!

Eat More and grow taller!!!

A Waltz...With Your Love One

2008-02-02T09:38:00.000-08:00

It was dun know when... in one corner of the planet.
The girl starts to dream...

The charming boy puts his hand on the girl's waist
and look deep in her eyes.

A Victorian backdrop.
With romantic Dimmed lights.
And a lovely sweet scent around.
The music played as they glide across the room.

And the girl starts singing to the guy...

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.

I am quite imaginative one u know. =)

BAck with a sad song...

2008-01-28T22:02:00.000-08:00

Officially back. Very sorry for the lack of updates.
So much things happen in the last few months.
For once, i believed that love can be everlasting.
For once, i believed that my love is everything.
I was too naive. The pain is bone chilling, flesh
tearing..heart bleeding. Underneath the strong
front, is an ugly popcupine with no thorns. I will
not falter and will trudge on whats prepared ahead
of mi.

Even if i am alone.

2007-10-04T00:02:00.000-07:00

Waaaalllaboosh...I am back with a wave of my wand. Haha.. i know that i had been missing from here for quite some time coz apparently i cannot find time to update here. And there were frens who keep telling mi to update..LOL!! Was too busy with mundane stuff.."Hai" and also dota-ing. " Oh well".

And those who might realised i just threw the whole lot of pictures in my earlier posts.

Gean had said: " wah lau..ur blog..damn *Nam Nua!! The pics all over the place!!!"

* nam nua meaning erm..untidy.

Well i attempted to resize and everything, but somehow..the darn program dun let mi to. So ..i am currently searching for the ultimate tool for my photos. yea yea..i am backdated la. Pardon me for my laziness.

And i just highlighted my hair few days ago with gab n jas who did hiGhlight and rebonding respectively. My previous hair was too thick, long, messy and therefore i thought its time for a change .Spent 85 dollars and i am officially broke.

ok. will be back for more pictures of my trip to hk, i promised.

Till then...

XoXo...

Cynthia's birthdae...

2007-07-24T19:42:00.000-07:00

WAS A SPLASH!!!!
The theme was : Famous ppl
However expectedly, nobody turn up with very extreme clothings Coz all were shy... Hahaha
Mi, matt and gean happen to wear the same colour which is black! And they each brought a pair of sunglasses and had an extra one for mi! ho Ho Ho.
So we fooled around like we were some darn big stars~

VIOLENCE STARTED...

IMAGE HEAVY POST HERE!!

2007-07-18T04:15:00.000-07:00

SNEAK PREVIEW OF SOME OF THE MOST UPDATED PHOTOS!

I'm terribly sorry for mia-ing so long. Coz apparently i was busy with work @ kumon, attending outings & birthdays, dota, online shopping ( haha). Okie fine. I know i am lazy. =p

Anyway the past few weeks .... or months, had been quite fulfilling. Went on several outings like sentosa, vivo , my 2 birthday celebrations, n aso matt's birthdae celebrations. And there are more to come! oh man~~

Lets start the ball rolling with the outing @ sentosa! With gab, hn n sher.(who came back from aus for summer holidays!) 4 of us know each other through dota! LOL..Not like complete strangers la..but is through fren's fren and we all keep playing together and there! the strong crappy bond is formed! There are many others too but they were unable to attend the outing coz they were working or in the army.

Next is an outing with geannie! Went to fisherman's wharf @ clarke quay! Then to vivo!...There was MANGO sales @ that time and we both bought a top for ourselves!

Next is my 21st BIRTHDAY with matt the organiser @ NYDC Wheelock!
07 July 2007

2nd Birthday celebration is New York New York (city link) with jj as the organiser!
8th JULY 2007

14 July @ GEanniE's hse after work!

OFF to matt's Birthdae celebration @ Essential Brew (Holland V)

2007-06-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

UPDATED News!!!
I Had just changed my url if u all realised to http://www.sparklingtinkerbel.blogspot.com/. The reason being..erm..its more class~LOL!! No larhx..Actually Coz i tink happyday a bit..-.- ,coz apparently i created the blog when i was feeling rather down and i hope that everyday will be happy~ Hmn..Lame..
Anyway! Sparkling tinkerbel is better rite rite rite?! If u did see Rain advertising for his country.He said. " KOrea~ Sparkling~!" MuHAHaha..and hence i derive with sparkling tinkerbel. La La La..i am Not a fanatic. NoNoNo just felt that sparkling is a nice adjective. ^^

Anyway went to Jurong East complex with my bestie Joys today! We rented floats and have a ride on the slides and also went for the wave pool!!! And guess wad we saw!!! A rainbow emerging from the water from the wave pool. Its right in front of the artifical rock. And there were many people shouting " RAINBOW RAINBOW RAINBOW!"

And its Not those faint type, its clear like never before!! Next we went to harbour coz we were craving for subway and its chewy cookies! Can you imagine, we 2 ate 5 cookies! Thats crazy rite! Anyway the dinner was damn nice! Next we headed out to vivo and we went to the platform where its facing the harbour and have a little chat! Of course, i dig out some chewy bits from her which sadly you don't nid to know! la la la..
And hence... THE Pictures...

UNDYING LOVE FOR SUBWAY COOKIES...^^

LOVE YA!! ^^

Check This Out!!

2007-06-16T04:46:00.000-07:00

This is sooo cool! The gurl is only 7 and the
litta boy is 5!! And their body moves are so
hot! Especially the gurl!!

Watch 10 times also wun get enough of it!!! Must SEEE!!!!!

Outings!

2007-06-15T23:37:00.000-07:00

I am terribly sorry for the lack of updates!
Was super lazy!! And when i updating, there
were many msn prompts "booming" for dota
game! LOLX!
Guess i really no life at all! BwhuHaha.
Anyway the pictures were not very up-to-date,
but iya who cares man!
Feeling hungry! argh! i feel like going to cp eat!!
But todae is sat, the eating places sure packed
with people and how can i book my seat when i
am buying food for myself? And how can i buy my
food when i am booking my own seat. (Assuming
eating in food court. Dun tell mi to packed my meal,
i like to eat there.) Normal weekdays are fine, but todae
is saturdae!! =(
Pretty gab once told me he and his colleagues booked
seats using tissue paper. zzz Auntie behaviour! LolX!
But they are working in the CBD area and during lunch time
is storm, so thats inevitable.
Anyway anyway anyway!!

The PICTURES...
With joys @ ktv-chinatown and a romantic nite out at clarke quay.
With Dt @ vivo for dinner.

Enjoy!! Lolx!

XoXo

OH!

2007-06-07T09:50:00.000-07:00

It has been a fun filled week for mi! Besides playing dota all day, i went out with few friends as well!! Love them to the core. OMG..there are so many pictures that i have to upload. T.T pls pardon mi for the lateness and the lack of updates! =p Was kinda lazy!! Bwhuhaha..

Anyway went for a job interview at a public sector yesterday(introduced by my cousin! Thanks in advance!) Don't think i fared well, coz i had no confident and doubt myself! As the place was @ newton, i dropped by @ Raffles Place to find GAB the babe. Hahaha..i called him babe coz ....LOL. He himself know. BwhuHAHAHa.

Went to eat subway, but the seats were fulled so we takeaway and head out to the open area @ the CBD area and sit down eat instead.Kinda Hot as we ate as the sun was too BRIGHT! Anyway he ordered Footlong while i had a 6 inch. LOLx.. He is a mountain tortise coz its his first timE to eat subway. -.-

Had few outings with my best mates. Will update n upload them tml!^^ Was thinking how shall i present it, coz its way too much!

SLeeping time. Love ya! nites!

WHY?

2007-05-30T11:01:00.000-07:00

Lets begin with the happy outings.
These 2 days had been exceptionally relaxing.
Went out to eat with hn @ tiong on tue and
gab @ suntec on wed. Both days i ate chicken
rice. Dun noe why these days got the urge to
eat chicken rice sia. LOL.

PIGGY BABE with his earthquake

After eaten chicken rice with gab, we head to
swensen for ice cream. Actually wanted to eat
Ben & Jerry, in the end..after some discussion
we decided to go to Swensen cause of more variety.

********************************************
Received a call before the outing from my mum that
my auntie is going london to visit her daughter and family.
Mum asked mi whether i am keen to go and would sponser
me 2000 to go. However, after i came back, mum told mi
she n dad decided to lend me the money instead and when i
started to work, pay back little by little. I said okie, since
i wanted to work anyway. Its feels unsecure to have less
than 10 dollars inside ur bank.

Then as i get up to go back to my room and was about to close
my room door when I overheard my mom telling my dad
"think let her work first, earn some money.Don't know she
will return us the money not."

"..." From the first place, i didn't force them to sponser for the
trip. They said they wan to sponser me in the first place and
in the end treat as a loan instead. ITS FINE WITH ME. But must
they put things this way by saying behind my back? It kind
of hurt my feelings. I feel like crying for that moment. I should be
numbed with these stupid comments since i adopted the "dun care
dun bother" attitude long ago.

But somehow, i feel torned by this remark ...

2007-05-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

When you are studying for exams, you feel
that the tv and the computer are luxuries.
Tv shows never seem to be so interesting
and the dramas were so nice. Now that
my exams were finished, i seldom turn on
the tv once. And computer is just as boring.
Sigh... Too much of something made
people sick.

GORE!!!!

However just yesterdae, i open the tv after
midnight, around 1am. AND its FEAR FACTOR!
Omg...the stuff they eat is gruesome. GORE!!
Their stunt is to eat a wedding cake (coz the
episode theme is newlywed) filled with crawling
brown,red and white big worms and also
freshly dug crocodile eyes. They got to munch
on them and spit the juices into a glass up to a
certain level before finally drinking them down.
=.= And one couple is clever enough to choose
the those big fatty worms to chew on.

OH MY GOd..

Would u do that for US50,000 (SG78,500), of
course there are other stunts as well la. ANd u
need to emerge as the top so as to win this
amount. Imagine u sway sway become last
2nd place then u eat these shit for nothing.
Oh man~~ i tink i might as well faint.

*****************************************
HOT BABE!!!!

Angelina Jolie!

Was surfing the internet when i chanced upon
this awesome picture! SO PRETTY AND HOT!!
ANd i like her flowing yellow dress!
HEr tan was so nice as well!!! WOW!!!!
Girls! Lets aspire to become like her! Lolx!

Ps: And i tried to alter her pic to made her fat. But
she is just so thin! LOLX! =.=

NEW LOOK!

2007-05-28T04:35:00.000-07:00

Its time to revamp my blog with a look!
I spent quite a lot of time transfering
stuff!
Hope you all like it too! ^^
***********************************

Wad is wrong with mi?

2007-05-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

It is the exam period. And there are so many
emotions playing within me. As i am stressing myself
out,I getting impatient, irritated easily when ppl dun
seem to care or reply mi or anything. I Wan everything
to be mine.( i tink i am crazy.) I feel like crying and screaming.
I am sensitive to remarks, even the slightest joke
and i would somewhat make a hell out of a storm
and be unhappy about it. I din breathe to anyone if i am
unhappy and try to force some jokes out of it to make
myself smile.
Desperate ... exasperating ... pathetic...
I wana know why...and what has happen to
me. I was never like this and i dun wana to be like
that. Wad has gone wrong...
I Hope i would be better after exams...
Or i would just stab myself and end my own life.

Trauma

2007-05-07T21:38:00.000-07:00

The owner of this blog had slipped into coma.
She just taken arsenic after some intense studying
that drives her crazy and almost poisoned to death.
....
.... Alright..

SHIT MAN!!!! SOMEONE BOMB THE SCHOOL LAR!!!

^.^

2007-05-07T00:30:00.000-07:00

Arh!! It has been quite some time since i last pulled my hair
in all directions until i became some crazy woman. After so
many many months and days of slacking, its time to get myself
tided up and put in effort in my work. And forget to mention
that my room is in a mess. DIASTER with notes strewn all over.
Apparently, my study table was too small and packed with
unwanted materials. LOL

And i tried Not to eat too much coz i scared i would fell alseep
upon studying and mum is kind enough to cook my favourite
soup to last me for the day.^^ With rice of course.
But i thought i just screwed the soup up. LOL.
Coz its quite bland still after cooking for like 4 hours, so i attempted to add salt into the soup.
I tasted it and alas! It was still bland as before.
So being the Most kay kiang person in the world, i use a spoon and put in half teaspoon of salt.
AND..shit! The soup taste like a salt barrel. So somewhat "intelligently", i
added more water. =.=. Like 3 mugS...And..The Soup is like..not much flavour. duh! i spoiled it.

Anyway i really tried very very very hard to concentrate my studies, as i tend
to wonder off very fast. Within seconds i can drift into a world of my own, and
thinking of all sorts of stupid things. Never mind the details. Just some stupid
moments with my friends. Guess i am really pro at day dreaming. sigh!
And the next moMent i look at the watch! An HOUR HAD PASSED.
#@$#%%^$(#&! TimE really flies when u doing something enjoyable.
Sigh.

Luckily there are people whom i can sms to keep mi awake! Will treat
you all some goodies after my exams! You know Who u all are. ^^

I Just hope timE would freeze a moment..........

I

2007-05-02T01:58:00.000-07:00

will never be sad even if the world is falling.
Never never and never be sad! Dun bother
dun care even there is someone out there
going to hurt you. Be strong and independent!

Thats how i live through these years and the
future too!.... I have my own means to make myself
ROAR with laughter.
^.^
Am i cool?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Looking forward...

2007-05-02T01:26:00.000-07:00

TO EXAMS OVER!
I had a list of stuff i wana do!! AND
i am very excited about them!! Like finding jobs,
earn more money (guess i had been repeating myself
upteen times). So!!! If you had a job recommendation,
CONTACT MI!!! ^^.

I wana go pig out with my dearly lovely frens!!
1) Joys!! WAIT FOR ME!!
2)gab!! EARTHQUAKE & xiao long bao buffet!
3) KBox with jac!
4) MAtt, jh, rs to the movies!
5) And dt. I owe u a meal.
LOL..After exam i would be able to treat you back!
ALL JUST HAVE TO WAIT FOR MI TILL 22!
And i would be free like a soaring bird! weetz! And Those
who wana pig Out with me !! Please leave a message
in the tagbox! i would be most happy to include you in my
ACTIVITIES list! lolx!!

I suddenly had a craving to bake a cake. Weird huh. LOL
Bake for my pretty like friends to eat! ^^
Guess they Might be shocked! Coz i nv baked one on my
own except in school practicals. ( As u had to alter the recipe
and analyse them, some really taste bad from the norm.)

CAKES! ICE CREAM! CAKES ! ICE CREAM! CAKES ! ICE
CREAM! CAKES! ICE CREAM! CAKES ! ICE CREAM! CAKES!
ICE CREAM! CAKES! ICE CREAM! in the world......
pls..wait for mi till 22 may. Pls? >.<

Random Thoughts

2007-04-15T10:12:00.000-07:00

Its been some time since i last post an entry.
Studies has been piling up like a mountain until
i dun noe where to start from. Pressure is getting
greater and greater as exam dates drew nearer
and nearer and i was too complacent for the past
few weeks or months. I din do much serious
mugging for the past few months. Would 3
weeks of hard work do the job?
Pray hard for mi. =p

I am still walking out of the sensitive "screen".
And i know only i can help myself and pull
through by my own. Never mind those unsensitive
remarks by whoever left for mi. Just set my mind
straight and move on even if i am alone!
Give mi strength!

******************************************
Anyway came across a news splash! Wootz!
A man with 10 wives and 64 children?!!!!!
Oh god, thats ridiculous! And guess wad!
That man still resort to raping his teenage children!!!
Its a miracle how the 10 wives could tolerate that!
Zzz...Maybe the man is some macho super charismatic?
Oh....Eeew...Nvm. Forget about this, making me feel
so sick to think of that kind of person actually exist.

*********************************************
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE EXAMS TO BE OVER!!!
I wana work and try earn $2000 in 1.5 months.
okie..mayb 1500?
Possible?! I think of several ways like working @
Taka part time, then sat sun work banquet, then
if my parents allows, i work as waitress @ some
chilling bar which my fren told mi. Its a quiet
and No-nonsense drinking place that kind. So
wun be so messy. But the thing is they end work
@ 2am. Zzz...i dun tink my parents will nod
their head.
WHy why why need so much money?
Coz i wana Go U.S visit my fren who is studying
there!!!! Sounds thrilling!?!!!
Wheez. Actually i need so much money coz i thought
of buying stuff for my frens. Sounds ridiculous huh.
LOL!!!
Oh well...lets see if i be able to earn that amount.
air ticket around 1300 -1500? Oh God..i tink i
will need a sponser. LOL

Outings...

2007-04-02T22:19:00.000-07:00

Its been so long....since i went out again
with the 3 musketeers! As we 4 seems
to be really quite busy with stuff therefore
the meet up is a rare chance!

AND they Go ON and ON and ON about
army stuff and life. And actually i dun really
talk as much than on msn.So i felt myself drifting
away...into my own world. How i wished i am a guy too
and maybe i can chip in with the conversation !!!

Hours later...
Mi and Jh started to have cam whoring session.
Coz we nothing to do man. Rs n matt were
chatting happily like they haven seen each
other for 50 years.
Soo....THE PICTURESS!!!!

Me and Jie Hong @ esplanade!

Then...we went to raffles city cafe cartel
at around 9+ and we sit until 11+.
During the 2 hours was real crappy,
and we were laughing like mad asses.
Oh God...Go out with them..is really
crazily fun.

See what i mean? Laughing and laughing.
And i am composed enough to at least take
this shot. LOL

Rs~~ laughing non stop.

For those who wana know why were
we laughing so much.
We were laughing at comical pics taken.
One such photo is this...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
(To matt: Sorry i already tried to minimise
as possible le. LOL)

There are also many hilarious photos of
ourselves. But were deleted coz the ugliness.

K la k la..put up SomE cool pics of u all.

Rs and matt. ( dunNoe wtf they doing)
Rs's Mr HAPPY tshirt is nice anyway!!!

Jiehong's BIG potato head

Matt : am I kawaii???
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHA

Hi my naMe is handsome.

Mi and jh continue with cam whoring....

Mi and Jh~ Trying to act COmical~

*********************************************************
Anyway tell u all a funny thing i did during dance lesson.
I 've been wanted to tell people about the joke, but seems
like everybody says my joke is only funny to myself and
brush me off. Oh well...

There was one part where we have to move back left and right
and fisted arms swinging. Then i was happily swinging and was
oblivious of my surroundings. Then moments later..." BOM!!!"
Matt stunned and look at mi, and we burst out laughing NON
STOP. I had just hammered a table behind me and i tink the
table almost collapsed. I too strong liao...Strong arm ok!
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHAHAH!!!

I mean maybe its not funny here, but mi and matt laughed
uncontrollably for 10 minutes. Wads worst, the instructor
repeated the action a few timeS..And i keep Laughing
Nonstop to myself. Oh God..the stupidity.

**********************************************************
See! Theres so much thing to be happy and laugh for. Why should
i bother about my family and some complicated relatives issues.
Just be happy and smile and think of happy things!!!! Weeeeee!!
CHEER ME ON!! FOR I RULEZ~~!!!! ( okie..i rulez tis blog only)

2007-04-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

Have you ever stop and listen to what
your little fren have got to say...

100...200...300!

2007-03-20T00:42:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY...
catch the movie with those "little bros" of mine.
They were quite quiet though, coz most of the
time after watching. Frens would often share
and highlight the most hilarious or gruesome
scenes. However, "Little Bros" were a tad
too calm, quiet......and drift away.........back
home.... *solemn*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, the show was damn er xin to the max
can. Since i didn't get to "highlight" to them after
the show, i shall do it here. LOL~

Imagine, Broken arms and legs,sliced heads. And
even shot the details of the broken head. WTH!
Damn gruesomE. Spears pierced through hearts
and with fruggly retarded and disgusting looking
hunchback old man. And their skin is like super
gross lor..super wrinkled and marks..like got
100000 maggorts feeding on their faces and rotting
on them. EEEEEWWWW. oh god..the ugliness.

And the persians( in the show) treat women as
slaves and have no say in Those stupid Men issues~
*roll eyes*. Oh God,anyway i feel the greek queen
is cool.
" Its woman who give birth to the greatest man"
WOW...So cool

Anyway those traitors looks like SHit. Feel like giving
them 10 thousand slaps on their ugly faces... No wait..
Wait my hand rot. I use THose canOe paddle and slap
them.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa
Super gross lo..One of the traitor is a hunchback fruggly
looking midget who is crazy abt those sexy persian girls.
So disgusting can.
See..wad i say is always true. THose with ugly character
sure have an ugly face.

*Vomits*

*******************************************************
After the movie, straight went back home. Actually i was
feeling hungry. But the trio say they wana go home...So..
i went Compass point to buy MAC FRIES and guess wad.
I Was stucked in compass point, coz they were closing soon.
I was like..." uh oh.." after i tried 2 exits but failed.Then i
approach the starbucks hoping they haven locked the glass
door which connects to the outside. When i was
approaching the glass door ,their staff look at mi..i was like..
" uh oh..Pls PLs PLs..dun lock...Give mi some face.."

Duh!!! Its CLosed..*my face starts burning*

Finally found one security and he direct me to some ulu exit.
LOL~~ AND then i munch on the tasty fries and went home..
~~~~
Lu lu lu....

I

2007-03-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

WAN TO LOSE WEIGHT AND BECOME HOT BABE.
WAN TO MUG HARD FOR EXAMS.
WAN TO EARN MORE MONEY AND GO ON SHOPPING SPREES.
WAN TO EXCEL IN EVERYTHING I DO.

Support me, will you?

Me and my twin.

2007-03-06T23:41:00.000-08:00

My twin caught me several times
sleeping in class or studying. She
would brainwashed mi and yelled
at my ear -"mh! wake up or u going
to fail your exams! ". Yes, she is my
twin-which i never mentioned
to anybody before.

On the outside, she is the exact replica of me,
but our characters are very different. She is that
hardworking, dilligent and all while i am those
lazy and "bo chap" sort. She knows wad she wan
and do in life, while i am blur and could not decide
what i wana do in the near future.

Wads more! I find her reali reali dilligent in terms
of working! She likes to keep herself busy and
" on the run" to pass time! She caNNot stand a job
where you can stand there and rot!
DArn hardworking she is!

Basically i spent my free time playing pc or ps2
games like dota and shop online. However, she
likes to flip the newspaper and surf BBC news instead.
( thats zzz can~).

My fav colours are brown, black and white, while
she likes red most and pink(occasionally). She
always tells me pink is sweet and all, but i still
hate pink. Disgusting colour! YURKY! Eeks!

I like to eat sweet stuffs like cakes,chocolates,
pastry AND ICE CREAM!!! Wads MOre! chilli must
be present in almost every meal! My boring twin,
however likes to eat more of savoury stuffs like
fried shitake mushrooms etc. ANd wads more! She
is absolutely crazzzy over sour tangy stuff like lemon.
She likes those sour fruity smoothies! She once ate a
wedge of lemon in front of mi. Thats crazy can~!

I had a boyish character. Most of the common friends
i hang out with are guys. Not that i am popular among
guys, but they say i am a tom boy, and wk once said
i am MAN~ (kns~ Masculine okie!). My twin however
has several close female friends. She had a female best
friend in each of her school life,be it pri, sec school and
poly and she seldom hang out with guys. Those quiet
next door girl that kind~...

When i hang out with my friends, i usually wear a t-shirt
and jeans with a fruggly looking dark green sling bag.
(My frens say it looks like shit~) oh well, wadever. My
twin, however, likes to doll up! She puts on a nice dress
with stunning heels! With Makeup! Oh man! She doesn't
know its a chore to me! Just an outing with friends, need to wear
until so nice MEH?!

I am very blur and have low self-esteem, however, she
is full of confidence and independent!! She Got that kind of
aura surrounding her! And people will be "WOW" by her
courage and determination towards certain things. But! One
of her weak point is that ,she is quite emotional as she tears easily.
On the other hand,I am emotionally stronger coz i laughs
easily and i like to crap and fool around like crazy.

We are each other's support and i love her as much as
i love myself.

P/s: If you conclude that we might be the same person,
think again- as we are different in so many ways and
many people had mixed us up.

P/s/s: She is not my imaginary friend.

Valentine...

2007-02-17T00:49:00.000-08:00

Valentine 2007, i had joys n matt with me.
Mi n joys went pigging out @ sakae! and my!
the udon was fantastic!Then Matt called and meet
us.We then had desserts @ paragon-coffee club.

Its so nice to hang out with a great gerfren whom
can bring you laughter. N its Not easy to find!
Love them! HEArt them!

Our outing is in town! A LOt of ppl can! All
with flowers, ballons, Big Mega soft toys..etc!
Then were many selling roses and helium
balloons as well! Sweet....

Mi n joys speak in unison :"Matt, We wan flower"

Matt: "You see that bush there..u two Go there pluck.
Got grass somehow to highlight the flower."

Mi n joys: " ... "

The picturesssss....

Sakae Feasting!

Green tea and suuushiii...

Green tea must have tea bags.

Drinking green tea. * Joys kip scolding mi
for free advertising on sakae"

Next...Matt came...And We move our
asses to Coffee CLub - paragon.

HEre comes the stupid 3 ...

Stupid 1 - Wacky matt.

Stupid 2 - Clown joys

Stupid 3 - Retarded Mh

Stupid 2 and 3 are great frens.
Cheers *Clank*

Me And stupid matt. HAHaha...
Matt had made a sexy pose...LOL

HOT BABES~~~!! hahaha..jokin la..kns

Lastly Happy Valentine's day!
ANd NEW year is coming!
Love u all!!!!
^.^

Parrrrtiess!

2007-01-27T01:06:00.000-08:00

2007 is a year where most tigers
would be turning 21 years old!
Including meeee! Thats y there
would be a lot of birthday parties
to attend and i am thrilled!! Coz
i get to see my poly mates again!
Its been so long since we last gather
together and had hell lot of fun!
Wooooootz!

Even though the high peak partying
season is here, should take note of
party etiquettes as well!
So arh..., being very kind! I list a few
here!

1) Wear appropriately to birthday
parties! Ask the host where he/she
is holding before choosing an appropriate
"costume".

Overdressed = You outshine the birthday host!
Too Exaggerating! Not as if you are the host!
Underdressed= Ooo..comE on. I Noe its your style!
But give some face to the main lead can.

2) During the party, if you accidentally poured wine
or curry onto someone's shirt or dress. Apologize
politely and dry clean for them if you really mean it!

3) Never ever say you are going to someone's party
later~. Oh come on~! Who would like you to hopped
to another party. NOt giving facE!

4) Even if the Food is NOT THAT nice~ also must
say nice!

5) Try to be active in playing games that the host
prepared for you and don't give a somewhat stupid
face~ like " Oh man..So laME~" You will only get
disapproving stares and remarks.

6) Its is always more polite to greet the birthday host
first before you sit down or eat or chat with your long-time
-no- see frens.(Eg the person you admired during pri sch)

7) ANd of course if you are bored, try not to show it out!
The host might feel bad! MAKE YOURSELF BUSY! even
if you have to pretend! Talk MOre and Eat MOre. MAKE
MORE FRIENDS!

8) If possible ! dun play with the birthday cake! Its meant
to be eaten! Play with the leftovers from the cake or bring
Flour bombs instead! WHo Noes the cake might cost 300
dollarS?!

Till then.......noting esle i can tink of...LOL
Enjoy this lovely sweet year!
AND I LOVE CAKES!!!!!!!!! Weeeee

NO MORE BAD HAIR Days!

2007-01-26T09:06:00.000-08:00

Say bye bye to bad hair days!
ANd embrace new born hair!
I had intended to have a creative
hairstyle and dye some outrageous
colour (eg like red or blue). However,
the barber cyco me to do soft rebonding.
Yet again.

So i sat there from 2pm+ to 8pm+.
FREAKING SUPER DUPER LONG can...
As you all know, i can't really sit still. SO
arh..i would stand up occasionally and
browse magazines lor...There was once
when some pieces of aluminium foil which
were used to separate my layers of hair
began to fly~ from my head. WHuHaha..
Dropping sliver~ Lai arh lai!!

Then i started to spin around in the wheeled
chair. Too bored. LOL!! Guess i am the most
disobedient customer there. WHuhahaha...

Tired mAn....
Drained~ to the max man.
Go sit in a place for 6 hrs lor.
So arh...i started to think of ideas there.
Maybe in 10 years time. The technology for
these hair styling stuff will change. Like rebonding
takes only FREAKING 5mins! I tink i will be telling
my grandchildren " Your ah ma..arh..that time do
rebonding each time hor...takes 6 hrs leh.*
*pounds chest until vomit blood*

Maybe next tym the technology does not make use of
those wad kok up steamer le! USE LASER! ZEHHHH~~
N your freakin hair would be so damn straight like its
under a 1000000kg iron.

SOmebody yelled " PERM LEH?!"

Mei Wen ti! so arh..this perm right. Use Native method. If you
wan afro style, easy! Put Small hair bombs on the scalp..
that blows up the hair only and not ur scalp. There you
go. NIce spanking BIG curlies~. If you don't wan a tiger's
mane, you can try the different sizes of hair bombs that
can cater -ranging from 0.0000001 sieve size to 20 sieve size.
BAO! GOt one size suit you.

okok....Crap..tired! NIte!

Today...

2007-01-22T07:30:00.000-08:00

Went for classes with geanie as usual. And
of cause besides being very attentive in class.
We take note of other erm..stuffs as well. We
sort of can multi - task with our eyes, brains
and ears that kind of girls~ LOL

Okie fine. We were sussing out pretty boys
and girls. But we were attentive in class. I
must stressed that, if not you will think we
are spoiled brats. REALLY.

Anyway, it was when geanie pointed out one
when i sort of burst out laughing. Or rather
shaking sliently.

Geanie (in whisper) : eh! you see that girl there
the shoe very funny.

Nerdy Me with my scholarly specs : Where?

Geanie : There.....
*n she describe the girl who is wearing* SHe is
from other race and i dun wan to be labelled racist here
so i shall leave out the description details.

I turned and saw which left me very stunned and puzzled.

Nerdy Me with my scholarly specs: Wah..OMG~~ Sexy seh..

The girl was wearing long pants. Her shoe is a female
red pointed shoe and guess wad. SHE WORE BLACK NETTED
ANKLE SOCKS!!! VERY SEXY CAN....

Geanie : *starts giggling* Wad kind of fashion sense is that..?
Wah..if wear long netted socks up to thighs damn sexy lor.

NERDY ME : *Still Laughing uncontrollably* Wear that to
class lor. hahahaha...

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Anyway gean confirmed to me that she saw this guy was 2 timing
girls. Then my first reaction was " very handsome?". So she pointed
to me that guy.

Oh my god. My comment is :The girls are blind. Really.
He is plain, plump ,short and fruggly. OMG~ Wads the world
coming to? Wads more! With these kind of looks still dun wan cherish
present girlfriend and 2-timed somemore! kns!

So arh i tell Gean go try extortion. Threaten him to reveal his "divine"
secret unless he pay $1000. Maybe he wouldn't care , but sweet girls can
turn into MONSTROUS devils if you provoked them.
(Example ==> MEMEMEMEMEME)
SINGAPORE DOLLARS NOT ren ming bi or rupiah la...

Then my plan is tell her 2 gfs before that. Then after retrieving the money
the 2 gfs will proceed to kick where he hurts most and dump him. Sui!
Then spilt the 1k between them. Plus me, so together 4 - since i am the
mastermind here and i play a big part for the whole thing to work WELL...

Each get 250. NOt bad leh! Omg... i am so clever...*rolls on floor laughing*

K la..enuff of crap. GOt to slp. See ya And have a NIce nite, day or wadever...
WEEEEEEEEE.........

HAPPY Day!

2007-01-21T05:39:00.000-08:00

I had enuff of listening or getting involved in arguements!
So I should turn myself deaf n mute from now on. Screw
you faggort. You wan argue you can jolly argue with your
self. And i would not give a damn shit about you. Coz i hate
you and for causing the family like this. Don't spoil mood. =)
I shall blog Happy events! yay!

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Chinese New year is approaching!!!!!! NEW CLOTHES! NEW
SHOES! NEW everything! Anyway went to compass point by
myself and guess wad! Theres this performance by lion dance
and stuff! A lOt of ppl can!! Freaking a lot of people! THey like nv
see lion dance before! I took a few shots with my phone camera!

A LOT OF PEOPLE ...

THE troop getting ready " TOng chiang TOng chiang~~"

Then i went to tiong with jj! Too bad wk was not free to join
us! Anyway, we saw Zhu Mi Mi there who was performing
some oldies song! Then jj took my camera phone and began
snapping away, then Mi Mi Jie turned and saw us. She smiled
at us and give us a victory sign . *Tweese* SHE IS DAMN CUTE
CAN! Though she is ageing...

ps for the blur pic! =p!

Thats all for today! Wee

Something...is wrong!!

2007-01-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

is terribly wrong with me. I realised i can't eat well
anymore! I pushed away foods that too salty or
oily. I had leftover rice and unfinished burgers.
AM i suffering from anorexia?! CAN'T BE! And bulima
is defintely out of the question... i like eating so much!

ANother thing! I can't seem to take coffee anymore!
I will have diahorrea. However, i do not have history of
lactose intolerant! Wads happening? But i guess it started
when i had the stomach flu, and it is after that i realised i
cannot take coffee or tea or milk. Sad isn't it. Which means
there goes my coffee sessions with my sec frens during
weekends! But I will still go maybe i order something esle?
Like some blended fruity stuff.

I Am such a spoiled brat. I dun revise my work and i had
been slacking the past few months. I deserved to be caned!
ANd when the time comes, i get up flustered up and starts
to do lots of last minute stuff!

I am an untidy person! My room gets messy real fast! ANd
my mum will go piping hot and keep nagging me to clear my
stuffs!

Oh sigh. I 'm a rascal, don't you think?

Embracing 2007!

2007-01-12T09:37:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps out there! Hows your 2007
going on? Hope its great! Mine is fairly
well. But i found a new hobby which
is online shopping! SHIT man!! It really
caters to people like me who are damn
lazy to walk. But it means that i am
having financial problems as well!
Have not been really hardworking for
the past year. T.T guess i would have to
work doubly hard in the new year! I mean
it....i really mean it......Sooooon...lolx

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Have realised that nowadays Singaporeans
are kind of bossy and selfish. I will say some
true stories to support my statement.

One was when i was coming home from school
and that freakin loop bus was late (again) so the
bus is like real packed. I was seated somewhere
in the middle of the bus when some factory auntie
brushed past me. One of her strayed strings from her
bag got hooked up with my bag accidentally. When
i realised it , i " oops..ps.." SHE "TSK" ME! halo!
its not as if my bag is getting your way. Is her bag's
strayed string! not my fault! *starts whining* So rude
lor.

Next one happen quite some time, also in the bus.
When i saw this FAT and dolled up lady in her late teens,
she was standing near the alighting door. And she put her
oh-so-precious handbag on the seat. I Thought she wana
alight soon or something. But no! She is like ahem clearly
standing in the way. Moreover, someone of her size...
(okie i am bad, but since the seat is so near the door, just
sit first lor..) Then came a bunch of schoolgirls who have
bulky bags walked briskly past her. And she looked irritated.
Then came the last girl who stepped on her foot. She yelled
"OUCH~~~" with crossed eyebrows. I grin silently to myself
at her idiotic and stupid behaviour. Anyway if i am a guy, i
would be so turned off by her.

Lastly! i realised some guys nowadays like to bring super big
expedition like bags to crowded places like orchard road.
They seem to like going to climb the mount everest anytime.
But they never know how much they extend from the behind
and one swing from that is fatal. I think half of your face will
be gone. So guys pls be considerate, maybe leave your load
in the car or something. Even if you must, avoid much crowded
places.

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THe end! LOL
sorry for the lack of updates. Here is the post! hee

ps: actuali i wrote this twice. The first one is much more
lengthy. Something wrong. The first one have heading with no
content! diaoz!

Colourful Christmas Season!

2006-12-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

Merry Merry Christmas, everyone!
Today is boxing day and i guessed
everyone out there would be opening
presents right? Not like me! I recieved
none! T.T lol...

Anyway just an update of numerous
outings and pictures taken with my great
friends! Indeed, my friends are great
company and filled the season with lots
of fun and laughter! Sweettz!

Firstly, a few pictures of various christmas trees around town!
Christmas trees!

THE SIGHTINGS...

Snow top cottages @ Compass point! (Sengkang)

There there were the row of christmas trees on sale!
Grab them while stocks last! The white is sold!

Wonder these santa clauses would come alive at night
and drop a present in one of the stockings! ^.^

Lighted Christmas tree @ Tampines Mall!

Make a guess which shopping centre's christmas tree!
Answer is evident. No prizes for correct answers. Bah!

Beautiful drop lightings from marina square.

THE OUTINGS...

Me with geanie @ harbourfont...

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..
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Outing with rs, jj, jh and matt last week To Marina Square!

Posing with jh in front of cabury chocolates!~

The guys thinking of where to go next...

City harvest church's concert @ Singapore Expo! Went there with Shiyun and jh!
Happy three friends again! LOLx

Mass candlelight service! This is only 1/4 of the hall. Awesome and beautiful!

Excited jh with his unlit candle!

Then we went shopping and have a wonderful feast @ Suntec!

Petite Shiyun hopes it would snow in singapore! LOLX

Capping fever!

Dao and aloof look. LOL!

Christmas Eve!
With jj and wk!

Lastly...

Halo my lady!

2006-12-18T05:03:00.000-08:00

I wake up from a princess look-alike bed
which had a mysterious mosquito net.
Indulge myself into a bath full of rose
petals and moisturising milk which
pampers my skin. Enrich hair (dun
noe wad products they use) and
then having beautiful long shiny hair.

Pamper face with range of SKII products
( heard from friends, its damn effective)
and sip premium bird nest every morning
and night. Sweet. Next, doll myself up with
my wide range of expensive make up brandS.
(Notice its pural form).

Choose my clothes from the walk-in closet,
which are arranged in accordance with colour
and event type. Having chosen my prada suit,
next comes the burberry trench coat.

Slip into chanel heels and armed with a LV
bag. Spray the right perfume in compliance
with the mood. Spanking and ready, i am out.

Walking with an air of confidence and walked
"modelly" to my new red volkswagon ( wonder
if theres convertible) and moved into the driver
seat. Blast the stereos with bimbo songs and
drive to the CEO position of a mega MNC.
(earning a 5 digit monthly).

Before i continue...
.
..
...

Wake up Ming Hui, ya just another awfully
un-noticed plain jane, and absolutely no
head-turns granted.

Just another day with boring mh...

2006-12-12T05:23:00.000-08:00

After a long day of tiring and straining lectures,
i headed for home. Mum called and informed
that she was not cooking, therefore i went to
eat at the foodcourt @ Cp by myself. The
food was nice.

The sun was setting when I walk out of the
shopping mall and was feeling refreshed by
the light breeze. Moreover, it had just stopped
raining, and the land out there looks so grassy
and juicy that they look a lot like lettuce!

The sky was mixed with pastel colours,
the usual light blue,taint of purple and pink,
orange,green and grey. Awesome.

And in a silent and isolated corner, lays a faint
rainbow.Very faint that one can hardly seen. It
seems to be non existent in the middle and then
a faint end at the other side of the sky. Captivating.

There were puddles of water everywhere, and water
seep into my shoes. But i didn't really care much as
i was so much attracted to the scenes before me.

The memory was later spoilt by an uncle who spat
phlem on his side in front of me. Ugly, filthy and
disgusting people.

21 next year

2006-12-07T09:21:00.000-08:00

New year is approaching. How time flies.

I will soon be 21 years old. Wrinkles and

black spots will soon arrive in 9 years time!

And in these 9 years time b4 i hit 30, friends

surrounding me will be getting married

and giving birth. Women and men will take

a hit on their careers and then live their own

family lives. Would there be lesser time for

your little friends?

Remembering those days where i sneaked

out of the classroom from the backdoor with

my best - girl polymate (joys) and buy snacks.

And sleeping together in class, where she liked

to shake me up and i will try to force a smile and

say

" dun kay jiao mi k...hee" *smilez*

when i was scolding inside

" ass la! i wan to sleep! you wan me chase you

with my squash racket?"

(We both played squash and each had a squash

racket that time.)

There was a time where i have big aspirations

where i would go on a backpack tour by myself.

However, having realized that i don't have

mulan's courage,i gave up hope and go back to

my ugly duckling's world. Maybe in my

next life if i am born a guy, perhaps i would do

that without thinking. Then was a news anchor

woman (chinese or english) no preference.

However, i don't tink i will ever make it as my

languages are kinda lousy. Business woman-

which i am now trying to work towards was

my last straw. Wish me good luck, will ya?

And before you knew it, life may end abruptly.

Life is short. Cherish.

Ps: Lately , a 21 year old US marine service man

was despatched to Philliphines for work. He raped

a local woman and was charged with 40 years of jail

(If i am Not wrong). Thinking, he will be 61 years of

age when he comes out! What can he seriously do then?

Old and death awaits....

Night outing...

2006-12-03T07:36:00.000-08:00

It was a wonderful night.
Where the happy three friends met
For a sumptous dinner at Swensens.
Steaks,spaghettis and ice cream is what they ordered....

Presenting to you....The HAPPY THREE FRIENDS *Drum roll*

Ruisong! THe macho/Quek Nai Sa (bra)!

I can't wait to eat this...Its seducing me~~

Matthew! The Brainy/ Koh Kok Pok!

Am i cute or wad? (dun put too big, wait he scold me =p)

And lastly the Very Important Person..... *Drum roll + fireworks*

MingHui! The Miss Cool + Beauty / Mad Horse

Ever sunshine smile!
Dun be mesmerized by mi!
(Too ugly liao...therefore put smaller)

So in the end they eat until their stomach burst

ps: too boliao.

Remembering those...

2006-12-03T00:58:00.000-08:00

days when i slog for money. Come to think of it, i realised i worked quite a handful of jobs. From my first job as a waitress for sakae sushi to a banquet waitress for the hotel Meritus Mandarin , Sales assistant, coffee barmaid and roadshows.

Its actually quite fun to work as a banquet waitress, cause i get to eat abalone and shark's fin! And stealing freebies!!! LOL! But there is the slogging part where you need to be always on the run and skillful -which requires one to cut the fish and chicken with 2 cultery using one hand. Its fast money and time passed easily.

People might considered it a lowly job but i feel that it somehow or rather moulds my character. People slog like hell and then going crazy after that. Its fun when your own friends work for the same function as well, crap and helping each other with portioning. See the bride and groom's friends tease the newly wed with games and stuff. Sometimes the people on the tables might even chat with you, i still remembered one uncle tell me to study hard and god will bless me with all the hard work! How nice are these people!

It was indeed a very different experience for me which i know i won't come across if i were to cage myself in a boring office in the future.And i am grateful that i experience all these when i was young. ( like i am aging now~) i Am only 20!! And i have more to come!

=D

2006-12-03T00:30:00.000-08:00

derrick tee is god.

Fuck u all! haha. =p

Updated by Tinkerbel : The above post is written by Dt himself. He hacked into my blog. CHARGED him! i going to change my pass....

2006-11-28T02:29:00.000-08:00

i have no one and no place to vent my displeasures on, so i chose here and hope i would feel better.

Its quite a straining day and when i got home, my mum was nowhere in sight..probably went to do some errands with my uncles. And there was my freakin dad who was lying on the sofa and said.

" i tell your brother to eat outside. i don't know if you are eating at home not. Your mum dun know go where "

Then i said..Its okie.Maybe mum would call.

He Sniggered and said.." Like she would buy~..."

so i asked him back. You din buy for us as well, why are you judging people like that?

Like fuck, he come home early and my mum must prepare all the stuff for him to eat at home ar?..and wait for him like a king? fuck you.

Marrying you does not mean losing her freedom as well. She can her own activities as well. And since you din play a part ( buy dinner) , you can jolly well shut the fuck up and go back to sleep. I believed my mum would call, if not she would volunteer to go to the nearest coffee shop and buy for us.

You din buy and volunteer yourself and there you are sniggering that people are selfish too. What the heck is with these selfish people? or rather stupid old fashioned no brain daddies.

Yes, i noe u provide for the family and i am absolutely greatful for that. But that does not mean we have to treat u like god or king and serve you and also take ur tantrums.

So...i attempted to explain to him if u dun volunteer then dun fucking talk so much. And there he was speaking in a I-AM-ALWAYS-RIGHT tone and said.." You wait for your mum's call lor. you wait you wait loR~"

YES, i will wait! So i said " She will call lor...and if she called you give me $ 50 dollars." (i am confident my mum will call). And he shut up. He was like an absolute fool here.

Dispersed

2006-11-26T07:52:00.000-08:00

There was a time when the family's future hopes lies on my shoulders. (Coz my bro din really do very well in his studies). I put in effort in my studies till secondary school. And after i went to poly, i am tired and therefore slack a bit and my results didn't help me to gain in entry to a very good university.

Then was the sarcastic remarks and comments that were made by relatives, as they expect i could go to a more recognizable uni and their kids were exceptionally talented or otherwise, excel well in their studies. Then there was peer pressure where my close mates - both matt n jj were able to choose any course in either Nus or ntu (as their results were remarkable).

The last blow was from my parents. My dad was exceptionally unhappy with the university i am entering and blamed me for being so complacent during my poly days. It was then a relative suggested that i take up a degree from UOL and work in london since some of my relatives are there. (which i think is impossible) My dad then simmered down and didn't say any insensitive remarks after that. ( or isit he talk lesser to mi therefore i heard lesser of those. lol)

Despite these, i still remain my stand and put up a strong front in defense of myself. As it was me who slacked and didn't put much effort in my poly days, who can i blame? In order to cover for myself, i said i am interested in business. ( as i cannot go to nus- food science) Truely, theres slight interest.

Then there was a disclosure of a food science course provided by a top university in Germany. Somehow or rather i felt dispersed and don't know if my decision was correct. I just have to go ahead and take a step at a time. When tests are coming, i don't have the heart to study, as i felt theres no one to slog together with me. i lost the motivation source........

2006-11-25T23:33:00.000-08:00

I need to earn money as soon as possible.

I cannot be short of cash when the Festive season is approaching!

Omg....

So..Matt suggested i go teach tuition on maths for primary school kids. (sec maths - no confidence)

But i am afraid of meeting irritating kids...LOL!

He had actually taught a pri 3 kid and was explaining a question, something like this.

Mary is 156 cm tall. John is 5 cm taller. So How tall is john?

The kid say "5cm"

so matt attempted to explain to him using models and asked the same question.

"5cm"

Then matt take out the ruler and asked him again. Is There anyone who is 5cm?

"No"

So..how tall is John?

"5cm"

Seriously, if i am matt. I think i would faint on the spot. But matt said i didn't know until i try. Maybe i had a really great smart and humble kid under my wing. =)

Anyway! Ayumi' 2006 arena Tour is out! But hell, it cost 30+! It was more expensive the past years!

Sigh....guess i had to hold that for some time. T.T

I wouldn't mind if someone is kind enough to wrap it up as a christmas pressie. =)

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2006-11-22T09:13:00.000-08:00

Here is an unoffical opening message for my blog! Muahaha. LaMe though.Anyway this blog is created through the help of my new found friend, gabriel, the pig. thanks and the..design is by....erm...see below under credits. I decided to switch from multiply coz i thought it was badly distorted. So sorry for changing my blogs numerous times. Hee..this will be my last blog k..hee..Or i try?! lol....

Ps : Sorry dt...i still changed in the end..dun see TINKER TIMES liao k..Tis is the new one.

Just few days ago, i came upon a news splash which left me very very very traumatized and angry. Its about some frugly daddies raping their girls who were only around 10 years of age, in taiwan and some blah country. The dad acutally told his girl to do blow job for him, and if she don't he would slap her till she faint and molest n rape her while she was unconscious.

ARE THESE DADS SICK OR WAD?!

Do you Noe that by doing that you are depriving from child from having a healthy childhood?

Go red light district la!

I can never stand this and the judge gave him 36 years of jail. He pleaded guilty..and claimed he has asthma.

SO? Asthma..expect reducing to 36 months arh? If i am the judge..i feed him with barrels of salt in the jail everyday and let him have kidney failure and poke him with thick , long needles..and let him suffer!!!
( you never noe how horrible it is to have kidney failure) ROARRRR!!

What is more sick when the child is helpless, when she told her mother, her mother acutally brushed off the idea and thought her child is talking nonsense!

Never mind, then the little child told her cousin, and the cousin let her see porn videos and rape her as well!

OMG *mh faints*

What is the hell wrong with these people. She is just 10 years old. She does not have any assests or what (haven reach puberty). Why Go for a little kid like that?! Why why why?!!!!

Castrate these men and let them bleed to death!
Anyway i tomorrow having a POA test, and i am sort of unprepared. LOL.

Perhaps a flood in school might help? lolx

*~`';.,~* Sprinkling pixie dust '~;*';~`.'

A lovely day out...(For my boy)

New updated post.

VOIDING THE LAST ENTRY

ImWorking!

Fulfilling life?

Brand New Start...

Arh...

The wedding day

My Silent Friend.

You shld be studying

Lovely morning

You've got mail.

2nd post of the day!

Drenched

You tink u Snow White huh?!

Family Day...

My Beau...

Stripped

The aftermath

Yet another blow

Random Crap.

23/24th Feb

DISGUSTING

The Walk Home

The Rise of the Sotongs.

Once Upon a time...

Festive Season!!!

A Waltz...With Your Love One

BAck with a sad song...

Cynthia's birthdae...

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Outings!

OH!

WHY?

NEW LOOK!

Wad is wrong with mi?

Trauma

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Looking forward...

Random Thoughts

Outings...

100...200...300!

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Me and my twin.

Valentine...

Parrrrtiess!

NO MORE BAD HAIR Days!

Today...

HAPPY Day!

Something...is wrong!!

Embracing 2007!

Colourful Christmas Season!

Halo my lady!

Just another day with boring mh...

21 next year

Night outing...

Remembering those...

=D

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